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Posted 5/30/2011 10:32 AM (GMT 0)
funny how things change in a short period. a couple of

hrs ago i was bouncing of the walls, now i am sad beyond

existance. i miss my georgia badly tonight, i was talking

about her in therapy today, saying that i miss being

with her, intimate and the whole box and dice. i am still

angry, at times that she was taken away from me.

@#$% it!!! just sad and lonely tonight, got music blaring

in the kitchen, darn cold today, 1st day of winter.

i will be alright i guess. just sad today is all. jamie.

 

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Posted 5/30/2011 10:44 AM (GMT 0)
In my thread, Gem posted some really good advice that there must be something that makes you (or me) happy and that we have to try our hardest to keep a hold of that thing. But I'm starting to learn really slowly that this thing can't be another person. We can't be dependant. Focusing on how others, their presence, the things that they give us, are so great and so important, but they can't be what we depend upon to fix us. We can only do that ourselves. I'm going to stay in tonight, put on some music, do chores and try not to think about the people I want here so badly who simply can't be with me right now. I want to learn how to enjoy my own company a bit more and hopefully that will teach me something about re-learning to be around other people again. I hope it at least starts to work, and hope that that's in any way helpful to you right now.

hugs,

Tya
Posted 5/30/2011 10:57 AM (GMT 0)
thx tya. cheers, a sad jamie
Posted 5/31/2011 9:32 AM (GMT 0)
still sad, if not sader. :( life sux at the moment. jamie
Posted 5/31/2011 6:45 PM (GMT 0)
sorry to hear it jamiee, keep your head up it'll get better
Posted 5/31/2011 6:59 PM (GMT 0)
Sorry to hear your having a rough time.. sending lots of hugs your way :) - Nichole
Posted 5/31/2011 7:08 PM (GMT 0)
Life sucks at the moment for me too Jamie. I think I told you I had to put Chance down today. It was so sad, but the vet said that I did the right thing. That did help to make me feel better about the whole thing, but am still sad.

Hugs to you, Karen
Posted 6/1/2011 3:15 AM (GMT 0)
sorry karen, i didn't know. oh, my healing compassioate prayers are with you at this time. so sorry karen. my deepest of condolences to you all. many hugs my friend. jamie

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Posted 6/1/2011 12:20 PM (GMT 0)
Thanks Jamie, It means a lot. I am still sad today. But doing better.

Hugs, Karen
Posted 6/1/2011 12:43 PM (GMT 0)
I UNDERSTAND. MANY WARM AND PRAYERFUL HUGS TO YOU. JAMIE
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