Something really upset me today. My doctor thinks I have body dismorphic disorder. I tried yelling my mum. She was quite dismissive. It's like she doesn't get how bad I am. Really she does not know how I am and if I try to explain she just says " oh your not like it ALL the time, u just have bad days" or just Balzac over the subject. It really as if she doesn't care you know. I tried to talk to her properly but when I got a cold response instead of support... I couldn't keep my tears in. So just went to bed and cried :(
And that is why I feel alone. Yet again I want to disappear off the face of the planet and I'm starting to think I'll end up pushed to the point where I'll just think....
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