I think I'm depressed. Ever since my dad left me I have been very sad lately.
It's been so bad these past couple of weeks. I don't have any confidence in myself. I'm always putting myself down and blaming everything that happens on myself. I also have anger issues. I get irritated so easily, and when I get mad I throw and break things. We have been trying to get myself into anger management classes...I've been so unhappy, that I've tried myself. I cry myself to sleep most nights, and can barely sleep at all anymore because I'm up late thinking. I don't smile and laugh as much as I used to. People tell me I'm always mean to other people but I don't even notice it. I am feeling hopeless.
I guess it's so bad because I have no one to talk to. My mom never pays attention to me. She's gone from work from 7 in the morning to six at night. And right when she gets home she is on the phone for hours. She always yells at me and my sister when she's off the phone. I want to talk to my sister but she will not believe me when I tell her what I feel like. I don't have many friends I can tell things to. I just recently lost 2 of my best friends and now I only have one I can talk to. But she has a close relationship with her mom so I know she will tell her about my and she will probably call my parents... and I don't want my parents to find out about my . Any advice?
I am sorry sweetie, but we can't discuss self harm on the forum. I really hope you get help with this.
I will post to you. Hugs, Karen
Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 7/31/2011 3:30:20 PM (GMT-6)