well i am trying hard guys. i keep reading those positive posts and e-mails from you guys who do.........you know who you are!!!!
i did a little more than usual, well totally actually. i am buggered, have taken my pills and am getting ready for bed. tomorrow? well it is another day and i will try and do more stuff, note i said try. i will try. i want to thank you all for your positive reinforcement and care towards me. i am very greatful and touched. still rapid cycling like a mad man, but you get that!!!!!!!
if i do not got to bed soon i will look like this emoticon!!! lol
have a good day everybody. much love to you all, jamie
ps. still feel like death warmed up........just pushing is all. too easy to give up. this is not me.
regardless that i am and have been going through hell. i keep reminding myself that somebody around the world is doing tougher than me.