I am so depressed

Life is as if it hits me everyday straight through my heart. I cant stand the pain any longer.

I feel like i am so lonely in this world that I cant bare stand it anymore. In person i am very shy and cant talk to girls even the ones i like. Every day i feel like an Hindered an object who is worth nothing in this world. I feel like i am the lowest of all human beings. People say that there my friends but i don't think that way. All these years i had no girls to but i have no clue how to approach women. I feel like crying but i have no emotion except fr a smile on my face. I cant ever have a straight face. In reality i have a very soft heart but no one cares about soft hearted people. I also can write great poems. Thats the only thing i can do right. i am a failure in all my classes.

Look and see if your school has a counselor and try talking to him/her if possible.
If not then seek counseling from somewhere...It's good you
have a talent for poetry, use that for your outlet for now, and poetry writing is
very hard not everyone has a knack for it, so do not consider yourself a failure at
all as you do have talent and you do have value and merit...Maybe sek
out help with your doctor Primary care doctor as he/she might be able to prescribe
a medicine that could be very beneficial for you...Keep us posted as we do truly care...