I'm completely clueless at the moment. my boyfriend and i have been together for over 5 years. its always been me and him sexually. he was never with anyone before me and neither was i. you know that crazy perfect love u see in
movies it was that. i guess it got too perfect for me. and i decided to take a break. but truth is i never wanted to get back.
i know you may think im stupid to think that way but it was just too perfect. no fights no arguments all mushy love. it was too much. (may seem pretty stupid to do but don't judge please) not too mention he was getting very possessive by the minute like i was his property i had to tell him every time i reached somewhere and when i was leaving from somewhere i had to tell him who i was with and when i got home.
it was too much to deal with so i took a break and during that year i got involved into
drugs and alcohol and with another guy.
after a year we accidentally bumped into each other and it was love all over again. he's a changed guy now and im with him since the summer of last year.
he found out about
my relation with that guy. and he;s torn apart. i want to fix it because now i realize how beautiful our relationship was besides all those thing. it was something that not everyone can have or get. it was something out of the heavens.
and so i want to make my body pure again. he's says what used to be mine only mine has been with other boys too. it breaks my soul from the inside. our relationship is going downhill. i want to save it. can some one please tell me how to make my body pure again. get rid of all the dirt that ive carried with from the past. i just want to be his again. he's the love of my life. help me please!
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