Posted 10/12/2012 2:20 PM (GMT 0)
hello i am new here , my name is lama a healthy , 24 years old , well i don't know where to start , i really do have a hard time to open up and speak my heart ,that's why i am here , i guess !! ,lately i been feeling down and most of it I've lots my interest in things , my feelings too ,i feel empty and i know its because that my emotion are blocked because i am not shearing or even writing them to my self,the last few days been crazy my bedroom is a in a big mess just don't feel like doing anything , don't want to clean it or even liking this way , i just want to lay on bed all day and do nothing because i am lost , i don't even know where to start , sometimes i wish if there was a big box where i can hide in it so i don't have to worry about what if i didn't clean my home or forgot to brush my teeth or didn't take care of my hair and skin or even worry about what if i didn't reach the goals i want to have ,, i wish i could hide forever , sorry am just so blue and as you can read am still having a hard time to be open up, i don't hate life , and i know that i born lucky , its just i wish i can stop being who ever this down blue girl and start living i want to have feelings again i hate being empty and down like this , help me if you can to start live up give me some books names or anything helpful
thank you