I need help!

I need help! My depression, anxiety, Everything is out of hand and I have no where else to look for help.. I've been fighting it since very young, around maybe 11 when I realized everything wasn't ok.. I'm now 22. I was a victim of child sex abuse and by not just one person. Long story short, I gave a statement to the police at the time it happened, when I was 5/6! But froze up apparently, so nothing end up being done. I gave another statement when I was 15 and severely messed up! Doing drugs and cutting etc, my mum didn't know what to do, as I originally only told dad at the time it happened. When I was 19 and in a long term relationship, I tried to hang myself after continuous fights with my now expartner and a couple of drinks. I pretty much failed and woke up to alot of blood police and ambos. I end up with 8 staples in my head. I'm now in a new long term relationship but I'm so unhappy all the time and I am making it hard on him I feel. Alot of people don't know how to handle these things. I have seen soo many therapists growing up that I gave up having to tell strangers my story All over again. And medication didn't mix with my stomach at all. I was 18 when I gave another statement and tried to get something done, but noone ever helped?! Because these guys were 16 at the time. But is that really ok?!!!! I have information about where these people are, but noone to help. I need justice!!!!!! I need a lawyer, I need help!! Does anyone have any info in regards, it would be muchly appreciated. Thanks.

Thanks for the reply, I'm in Australia. I didn't realise this was an overseas website sorry. I'm not keen on medication as I tried a couple different ones, and threw up everymorning I was on them, including at school. I will see what women's services can do for me thanks.