Posted 12/17/2012 10:04 AM (GMT 0)
When you have no religion like me, you realize that life means nothing. Absolutely nothing. 100 years from now, you wont be known by anyone, and we now dont remember 99.9% of people who were here 100 years ago. Sure you enjoy parts of life, you have fun, but to what end? Ive become so pessimistic in my life, that I don't think ill ever be optimistic about anything again. There is no after life, once you die you're dead. You were dead millions of years before you were born, thats how it will be after you die. I just dont understand how people can hope, knowing thats what awaits them.
I know others have to have felt this way. I just want to know if I can go from pessimistic to optimistic again. Or am I just domed to live another 60+ years of my life knowing that it all means nothing.
And I can't just find religion, none of them have any scientific proof of existence. I do however understand that we might not be capable of understanding the universe, just like how a cockroach can't understand our world. But that doesn't make it any better. I still feel the same way.
sorry if this is a rant, i'm just having trouble sleeping. Guess ill talk to my therapist about this as well... i just want to see what you guys think.