I used to be a very outgoing person, well I still consider myself an outgoing person but I can tell my personality seems to be dragging. I know everyone goes through life changing events, I feel like my life has been at a slow, constant spiral downwards. I used to have a burning passion for school and relationships but now I don't seem to be interested in anything once was. I stopped dancing about
4 years ago, I go to a
community college but progress is like a roller coaster, relationships seem to be fine but I don't get the enjoyment out of socializing like I used to, etc.
if I took myself out of the situation completely I would be losing a lot of people close to me. I know my parents are concerned about
my habits, especially since it is not legal for me to do so at this time. I honestly just want to learn how to turn my life back around and learn how to want more (ambition) for myself again. I find myself saying I'm a happy, outgoing, and positive person.. But when I really take the time to think about
it, instead of ignoring the problem until it hits me in the face, I realize I used to be those things. It's still there deep down, I just need help to figure out how to reach it.
Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 12/17/2012 5:17:00 AM (GMT-7)