Posted 2/5/2013 5:41 AM (GMT 0)
ill start off by saying the situation ive put myself in. im 17 right now, expelled for high school, was junior year, abd lost my job, got a 70ish hour a week job, the started dating the most amazing girl in the world. And she means everything to me and im trying to do everything i can to not lose her. We started dating in may, and i was a virgin, and she was my first, and is still my only sexual partner. but that's not the same for her, shes had many, but i don't look at her any different, but i just feel that when we have sex its not as special. Then i lost my job in august, and turned 17, and have not been able to get another, since i cant go back to school or get s ged until msrch. And then i got into some trouble with friends and just had my hearing last week. ive been diagnosed with bi-polar, conduct disorder, depression, and sleep depravation. i start so many fights between her and i, and i feel so bad. i just want it to stop. there are many more things, one being a suicide attempt back in October, when i committed the crime im being charged with. but i feel that my depression and anger is weighing in on my relationship. shes the only reason why im getting my ged next month and going to college next school year. i just want to ask, what are things i can to stop myself from ruining my relationship with her, i have a vehicle and a license, and i can go out and do things to if i need. but anything will work, i just need to be destracted until a month or two.
So my main question is, what are things that i can do when im depressed, so i dont ruin the only good thing i have.