Sad worry

I have a friend meet at hosp and first few months we been contact and meet bcos of my probs she help care me a lot even goat milk for me for 3 months to drink , Donno why suddenly she not even reply my MSG and if she reply my MSG also in very words at first I feel very hurt but I understand she stress too bcos of her sickness

So we nvr MSG to each other for 9 months oredi and I Donno wat she doing also worry her health now , maybe in between we have some understanding, I really happy to noe her but suddenly bcome no fren ,

If she not longer wan be fren with me is ok just hope her Heath is fine and happy everydays,b4 she order milk and buy for me blender when I got $ will return to her since she don like .

Here I wish her everything fine good happy and good health good body also most important is can meet a guy who really care love and could take care her whole life.....

God bless her.... Here wish everyone on here get well and also get away from any no good sickness .....

Hi Karen

I feel very sad lonely cos I have no fren so when get to know her everything I told her no secret of me, so she know it, when I feel sad wish someone can hear me but I can't even get one , my relative all don't like me always look down my family bcos we very poor, we always get scold from aunt for nothing so I nvr go to their house anymore , b4 have 2 fren but tat time is I got $ so always call me but now all avold me or just MSG me when they need $ , then got a guy fren he is msia ppl when he come sg look for job I help him a lot of $ he don't even pay me tat nvm and say love me I stupid to trust him then tgt but he get job , salary low so I still helping him last 4 years , but since 2011 oct I tell him say I can't help anymore he find excuse to avold till last year oct MSG me say he need sex wat kind of guy is tat.

I get hurt of this y all ppl treat me as crap finish use just throw? Nvr care of my feeling , so if got any one treat me good I use my heart to good to them, end up always I get hurt I feel very pain .

Ailing,

it does sound like you have been used by some people that were not very nice.

Worry about yourself. Work on the skills you learned in the hospital. Use meditation and mindfulness to stay centered and focused on the current day, not the future or the past.

I am sure you are a good person and better people will come into your life.

I wish you strength, growth and peace.
Trina

Thx for everyone in here with ur encourage I will stay on,
But still hope all friends tat don't treat me good also
Having good and happy days.

In here I wish everyone in healingwell have a happy life
And recover fast and look for future...