Miss My Family want them back

I have been in a depressed state since early December my family does not want any contact with me which makes me really sad anger and frustrated. They are accusing me of  doing things that I had nothing to do with and told me never call or talk to them ever again. The begining started when I was with my Ex Fiance Brian they blamed him for me leaving home at 25 yrs old I was sick of being treated like a child and having to having a curfew at 25 who does when you leave with with your parents. I left home in july 2009 and since them my family was distant and did not seem to care about me as much and My own mother said to me on the phone that my Twin sister means more to her then me when I heard that all I did was cry. I feel like I am not happy anymore since they have been gone. My family meant the world to me and in a blink of an eye they gone I just want to cry Alexis

no She lives with my older sister and my brother in law and has no phone of her own. My grandna  yes sometimes the last time I saw my grandma was christmas. I love them  all but no love back and my gradmother will rely anything I say about my family back to them so I have to watch what I say or I will hear it through the grape vine

Karen and Carl,

I respect all the advice your giving me I am turning 30 in september I wanted to spend it with my twin sister but I can't which makes me sad oh well hopefully I can do something good for myself love to all hugs Alexis

Carl,

I like your way of thinking and your proposal to Alexis... I hope she bites...

Hugs, Karen...

Thank you all for your kind advice,

I am trying to be happy but its hard when you have had them in  your life and then you realize there gone but I have a really good friend that keeps me in good spirits . I love you thanks again Alexis

Why do you think you fell out of bed? I am worried about your head. You have hit it a lot lately.

I hope that you feel better soon.

Hugs, Karen

I understand things will take time and hopefully my family will talk to me once again I love them with all my heart there are my life but I got one good person in my life he is he best friend I could ever ask he has beeen here when my family just up and left. I have been through alot of health problems I had my appendix out a few yrs back my friend was there and just had a hernia operation jan of last yr he was there and so was my grandma they  have both been my rock. I tell my best friend how much I apperciate everything he has done for me if it was not for him I don't know where I would be today. I apperciate everyone kindness and love you have shown me I thank you from the bottom of my heart. Alexis

Well to answer that question they do don't care I have been told by all of them they don't want me apart of their famiy my older sister told me on facebook that if you don't want me in your life just say so and then deleted me and won't answer questions I try and ask makes me sad :( Alexis

Yes this makes me happy too I love my grandma more then anything she is all I got left My mom"s mother died when my mom was 25 yrs old from a Brain tumor and lost her dad in july 2007 to sucide So is my step dad's mom I will get to see I love her she is the best grandma ever I don't know what I will do when she goes then I got no family left :( Alexis I miss my family more then you know

Alexis, send your mother a beautiful card. Just tell her you love her and miss her and that surely life is way to short to miss even a moment with family. If she contacts you, or you might even call her on mothers day. Just do what you can, then its her turn. If a mother can be so cold to ignore you then you just have to wait until the next holiday or her birthday, or heck, any day at all, just call and leave a message that you just wanted her to know that you love her. Thats all, just those words. They will work.........hang in there, Cat

Alexis, I got to thinking what I wrote to you. I failed to say how very sorry I am that you are going thru this. Life is so dang hard. Sometimes there really are people who are pretty dang cold and stupid. Those people are missing out big time. I got to thinking that I do know so many people who have situations very much like yours. When people can work things out, they are even better than ever, but some need to find new families. I know, I have gone thru some holidays thinking man, I wish I had a different family, these people drive me nuts. You are young, at least compared to me.
I have only one son. He is expecting his first child in July. He is adopted. we got him at just 8 weeks old. His dad and I were married 21 years. He was sterile so we didnt have any kids. I have ALWAYS felt that I am thankful I never got pregnant. Had that happened, we might not have adopted, and now this new baby is coming. Had my life at 30 not been what it was, then I would not have this precious baby boy coming soon......Life is amazing, and hard, and sad, and not fair. One thing is certain tho, there are good people all around you. So, dont be lonely. Reach out and make good things happen. Make someone happy, then you will be happy too......hugs dear....Cat

I know I will never here from my mother again she told me straight on the phone that my own twin sister Adrienne meant more to her then me. she frauded my name took a credit card and signed with out my consent and kept the credit card in her wallet and then let go to collections for 2 yrs before she paid it off she made me angry that I went to the police about the matter and they said because she was your trustee for your disblity check we can't really charge her with nothing and it made my family all disown me over it they never talked to me for like 1 yr then I finally got to talk to them in december shortly after christmas then something else happened they blamed me for everything that happens its my fault so they is the story is why my family is no longer in my life sad to have your own mother fraud your name and gets away with it  I will never forgive her for that and I was told by my own twin sister Adrienne that my mother hates me and never wants to ever speak to me again which makes me sad and depressed cause my mother was my best friend at one time but not now Alexis