Posted 6/13/2013 5:25 AM (GMT 0)
I feel trapped and not moving forward at all in life. I'm lossing relationships with everyone.I feel distant from my mom and dad after they divorced. My friends and I stopped hanging out. Girls seem interested in me and then nothing, probably because they figure out I'm a low life. My job only pays the bills. I want to go to collage but school work wasn't my strongest in high school, usually just talked someone into doing it for me. I feel depressed all the time. I'm sick of everyone. I want to disappear for a while and come back happy. I envy people that are happy most of the time. Feel like I don't know how to talk to people unless I'm at work. I can always hang out with girls that are just booty call but I can never find time to hang out with a girl I like, don't know if they are just putting me off or if they actually like me back. Feel like I can get any girl I don't want. One girl i liked even said I was too good looking for her, what the hell does that mean? We hung out, messed around. Next day I asked her on a date. She tells me she has a boyfriend, starts posting pictures online. Ussally I don't pursue girls just hook up. But I feel like actually dating. But it's not working out. Either I find a hot **** or a hot stalker trying to change me into a perfect goody good.
Thanks whoever read my crap