Hi All:)
I am a member of the heart and cardiovascular disease forum. I'm visiting you guys because I guess my paxil isn't doing what it needs to be doing for me lately. I've been on it for almost a year in September. I have CAD with 2 stents in my RCA since last August when I was going through changes then. My cardio asked if I could possiby ride this out and I said no way, I needed help then. Low and behold I was given Paxil 20 mgs. which did the trick for awhile, however, I am now going through financial problems and I'm about to file for bankruptcy and I feel like such a failure. I went through this thing that I could have had a heart attack and died, but I survived and received stents. I was truly grateful and thankful to God for this. Yet now I wish I could go to sleep and never wake up. God forgive me for this but its how I feel right now. Do you have any thoughts about this. Please feel free to reply!!
Love, peace and happiness to everyone.
God Bless and take care all.
MARYME
P.S. I've had chest pain several times and was hospitalized 3 times since stents, all my tests were normal, yet my heart cath showed my 75-80 degree blockage. I'm going nuts here. HELP!!!!! I will see my cardio in August and tell him of my misery.