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Posted 7/26/2013 8:36 PM (GMT 0)
No friends no job 22yrs old and feels as if everyone hates me and have some master plan to kill me or screw me over.
I have no support in my household. The only time anyone talks to me is if they need some type of money. I have a boyfriend that as of right now I don't even know if we're together or not. 4yrs and even tho he tells me he loves me I feel as if he's just been using me for his own convenience. I want to leave and walk away from it all but because i have noone else i keep goong back to him.I'm always in the house which there is no cable or Internet except for my phone. Whenever I go outside I feel as if people looks at me weird. I'm not a negative person but I feel as if everyone comes at me that way. I don't know what to do. I just recently registered for school but don't know if that might help. I'm so lonely and don't want this life anymore. I'm scared and worried for my own self being. I'm not going crazy right.
Posted 7/26/2013 9:43 PM (GMT 0)
Hi Luvs,

If I would of read this post before, it would of anwered some of my questions. I don't think you are crazy. But I think you need to set some goals. Go to school if you can. Where do you get money?

I think you are realizing that you are in an uncomfortable situation. Once you get your own place and have your own life, I think you will be happier. Away from a man that is using you. You don't deserve to have to put your life on hold for his pleasures. Go to college, get a good education. Do your own thing and live your own life.

You aren't wierd. Maybe people are surprised when you come out of your room. lol...

Hugs, Karen
Posted 7/27/2013 12:52 AM (GMT 0)
**** .. Ya coming out my room is a classic.. ****.. Thnx :)
Posted 7/27/2013 1:10 AM (GMT 0)
Fence sitting is no fun. Make a choice and see where it takes you.
Posted 7/27/2013 10:50 AM (GMT 0)
You are not crazy, you seem to be oppresses some by the boyfriend.

Stick with school, best descision you could have made. The campus should also have a Wellness Center, where you might be able to talk to a therapist or councelor to help you get out of that relationship safely. Help you stay strong in school and get your degree.

Posting here is the first BRAVE step in asking for help. You can the next.

Peace and courage
Trina
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