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Posted 10/3/2013 6:22 AM (GMT 0)
HI GUYS, AS THE TITLE SAYS I AM NOT A HAPPY TURTLE!! I PROBABLY WILL VENT A LITTLE, PRE-APOLOGIES. MY MATE WHO IS VERY SICK HAS BEEN HERE FOR OVER A MONTH IS EXTREMELY UNWELL. AS YOU KNOW I CALLED AN ABULANCE THE OTHER DAY BUT THE WOULD NOT TAKE HIM. SINCE THEN IRENE AND I TOOK HIM TO THE DOC SO HE COULD GET TREATMENT. HE CAN HARDLY WALK AND IS IN MASSIVE ABDO AND HEAD PAIN. THE DOC HAS OREDERED A STACK OF BLOODS A CT SCAN AND A X-RAY SCAN OF HIS ABDO BUT HE IS TOO SICK TO MAKE THESE APPTS.

I HAVE BEEN TAKING CARE OF HIM FOR OVER A MONTH. HE HAS NOT EATEN IN 5 DAYS THUS I BOUGHT HIM SUSTAGEN TO TAKE WITH WATER TO HELP WITH REHYDRATION. HE WILL BE HERE FOR A LOT LONGER AND I AM EXPLETIVE JACK OF IT. MY DEAR FRIEND SAID MY KARMA WILL COME BACK TEN FOLD. HE IS TAKING A LOT OF LIBERTIES AT THE MOMENT WITH CONSTANT SHOWERS, CIGGARETTES ME CHECKING ON HIM, GIVING HIM HIS MEDICATION AND WAS HIS CLOTHES ETC. I AM VERY TIRED. I HAVE MY OWN STUFF GOING ON. HE IS VERY DEMANDING AND EXPECTS ME TO DO EXPLETIVE EVERYTHING!! SORRY FOR VENTING BUT I NEED TO GET THIS OUT.

THIS WILL BE A LONG POST, AM VERY SORRY BUT I NEED MY HEALINGWELL BUDIES AT THIS TIME. I NEED HIM TO GET WELL AND GO THE HECK HOME. I HAVE LOST MY PRIVACY AND SPACE. MOREOVER HE OWES MY SOME SERIOUS COIN FOR WHEN I WAS O/S. HE ABUSED MY COMPUTER AND RACKED UP HUGE BILLS AND DRAINED THE GAS AND I HAD A HUGE BILL. I WAS about TO GET CUT OF LAST WEEK THUS I GOT STUCK INTO HIM BIG TIME. HE NEVER OFFERED ANY FISCAL HELP AT ALL AND HE DIDN'T GIVE A TOSS. HE STILL HAS PAID NOTHING AND THIS HAS GONE ON FOR OVER 2 MONTHS NOW. I AM BEING USED AND I HATE IT!! I DON'T LIKE USING THIS WORD AS YOU KNOW BUT I DO HATE IT!!

MY SIS CAME AND PAID SOME COIN TODAY, SOMETHING IS BETTER THAN NOTHING I GUESS. DUE TO STRSS I HAVE BEEN HAVING NOCTURIA AND SLEEP DISTURBANCE. I STARTED MY CIGGIE PATCHES TODAY BUT STILL SMOKING, THEY ARE STARTING TO SLOWLY KICK IN. I RANG MY SHRINK, LAMICTAL LEVELS ARE GOOD, BUT WE CAN GO UP, HE WILL WAIT A MONTH TO SEE HOW I AM TRAVELING. I ALSO RANG MY THERAPIST TO SEE IF I CAN GET AN EARLIER APPT.I AM WORN OUT!! I AM AWAITING A CALL BACK.

MY MATE IS SLEEPING, THUS SOME RESPITE.I HAVE FOOD COOLING DOWN, I HAVE A REAL DECREASED APPETITE AT THE MOMENT BUT MY DIABETES DICTATES THAT I MUST EAT. BOO!! I HAVE LASER NEXT MONDAY, I AM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS. IT HURS. SO I AM IN A REAL STATE OF FLUX. I CAN'T WIN. IT IS ALWAYS GOOD OLD JAMIE TO EVERYONES BLOODY RESCUE AND I AM SICK OF IT. WELL I BETTER GO AND EAT. BOO!! I COULD RANT BUT YOU GET THE PICTURE. WELL TAKE CARE MY HW BUDDIES. THANKS FOR LISTENING AND CARING.

MUCH LOVE AND PEACE 2 ALL.
THE HAPPY TURTLE,
WELL HE FED UP TURTLE!! GIVE ME STRNGTH!!
Posted 10/3/2013 9:28 AM (GMT 0)
HI GUYS,

AM FEELING A BIT LESS PEEVED. MY THERAPISTS ROOMS RANG ME LATE THIS AFTERNOON. I HAVE AN APPOINTMENT TUESDAY THE 8TH OF OCTOBER. THIS IS GREAT AS I NEED A CHAT.

I THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE MY MENTAL HEALTH STATUS EXAMINATION WITH YOU.

APPEARANCE-NORMAL
THINKING-DISTURBED CONTENT AND RATE.
AFFECT-RESTRICTED
PERCEPTION-NORMAL
SLEEP DISORDER-INITIAL-INSOMNIA
COGNITION-OKAY
APPETITE-DECREASED
ATTENTION/CONCENTRATION-IMPAIRED
MOTIVATION/ENERGY-IMPAIRED
MEMORY-SHORT TERM MEMORY DEFICIT
JUDGEMENT-NORMAL
INSIGHT-GOOD
ANXIETY SYMPTOMS-MODERATE

I HOPE IT WAS OKAY TO SHARE THIS, GIVES ME FURTHER UNDERSTANDING OF KEY TARGET AREAS TO IMPROVE ON AND WORK THROUGH.

THE HAPPY TURTLE.
Posted 10/3/2013 9:54 AM (GMT 0)
HEY TURTLE!

WOW I WOULD BE POPPING TOO! MAKES YOU WONDER IF YOUR MATE IS REALLY 'TOO SICK' TO MAKE THE APPOINTMENTS, BEING ABLE TO SMOKE AND ALL. VERY AGGRAVATING SITUATION FOR YOU MY FRIEND.

PERHAPS A SIT SOUND AND A BLUNT CONVERSATION MAY BE NEEDED SOON.

GLAD YOUR SISTER PAID UP SOME.

DEFINATELY CHAT about THIS TO YOUR THERAPIST, YOU MAY COME UP WITH A SOLUTION. NO LIKES BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF.

KEEPING YOU IN MY PRAYERS. PEACE AND HUGS
TRINA
Posted 10/3/2013 9:59 AM (GMT 0)
CHEERS TRINA. I APPRECIATE THE SUPPORT.

THE HAPPY TURTLE.
Posted 10/3/2013 11:55 AM (GMT 0)
HEY JAMIE,

AS YOU KNOW, WE ARE ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU. I AM GLAD YOU VENTED, YOU NEEDED TO GET SOME OUT. I HOPE STEVE FEELS WELL ENOUGH TO LEAVE SOON. I AM SORRY YOU ARE DEALING WITH ALL THIS. GLAD BUTTONS IS OKAY...

TAKE CARE MATE, YOU WILL BE BLESSED FOR THIS...

HUGS, KAREN...
Posted 10/3/2013 1:06 PM (GMT 0)
THX KAREN,

THE VERY DRAINED TURTLE/ BOO!!
Posted 10/3/2013 8:25 PM (GMT 0)
HOPE YOUR MATE IS DOING BETTER HEALTH WISE. HE IS LEACHING OFF OF YOU AND WHEN HE GETS BETTER MAYBE ASK HIM TO LOOK FOR ANOTHER PLACE OR PAY UP...YOUR OWED A LOT...HOPE YOU DON'T MIND ME SAYING THAT! PRAY THAT THINGS WORK OUT FOR YOU.
MANT BLESSINGS AND PRAYERS...
Posted 10/4/2013 6:43 AM (GMT 0)
SPOT ON CHARTREUX. AND I WILL BE DOING THIS WHEN HE IS BETTER, THANKS FOR YOUR SUPPORT.

THE HAPPY TURTLE.
Posted 10/5/2013 1:30 PM (GMT 0)
KEEPING YOU IN MY THOUGHTS JAMIE!
SORRY YOU'RE GOING THROUGH ALL THIS. HOPE THIS GET BETTER FOR YOU.

UA
Posted 10/5/2013 5:48 PM (GMT 0)
HEY JAMIEE .............

   IS THERE ANYWHERE YOU COULD GO AND TAKE BUTTONS WITH YOU FOR TWO OR THREE DAYS. MAYBE .... YOUR MATE MIGHT GET THE HINT THAT YOU'RE NOT HIS PERSONAL SERVANT.

   IF HE HAS TO DO ALL THE DAILY THINGS FOR HIMSELF ... HE JUST MIGHT LEAVE. OF COURSE THAT DOESN'T HELP WITH THE $ HE OWES YOU.

   HOPE YOU FIND A WAY SOON ..... SOUNDS LIKE YOU NEED THE REST AND NO MORE ADDED PROBLEMS.

ROB ...... GIZZY TOO!

 

Posted 10/6/2013 12:55 PM (GMT 0)
HEY JAMIE,
SORRY THAT I HAVEN'T BEEN UPDATING... I WAS SICK YEATERDAY AND THE DAY BEFORE THEREFORE I SLEPT THE WHOLE DAY.
ANYWAYS, BACK TO THE TOPPIC!
YOUR MATE IS OUTTA ITS MIND!! IS HE SERIOUSLY THIS WEAK?? AM SO SORRY TO HEAR THAT UR HAVING A HARD TIME ): BUT EVERYTHING WOULD TURN OUT OKAY AGAIN. TRUST ME, KARMA WOULD MAKE ITS WAY TO YOUR BUDDY THERE...
ANYWAYS, FEEL ABSOLUTELY FREE TO RUNT AND JUST SAY WHATEVER IT TAKES AS LONG AS IT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER (:
YOU'LL GET THROUGH THIS, YOU JUST GOTTA HANG ON FOR A BIT OK ?
WOW! IT'S NEXT MONDAY?! TIME SURE GOES BY WITH A QUICK FLASH! I'D SEND A PRAYER TO GOD GOT YOU AND BEST OF LUCK WITH THE LASER!! SURE IT WOULD HURT BUT IT WOULD MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER, THINK OF IT.

TIL THEN MY STRONG TURTLE,
JOANNE
Posted 10/8/2013 7:51 AM (GMT 0)
CHEERS FOR THAT JOANNE AND YOU ALL. I WILL VENT NOW, I AM A WRECK.

WELL YESTERDAY, BOY WAS THAT A LONG DAY!! TODAY TOO. WE GOT UP EARLY YESTERDAY TO TAKE STEVE TO HIS DOCTOR BUT HE WAS NOT IN TILL TODAY ALBEIT THEY TOOK ONE LOOK AT HIM AND WE SAW A DOCTOR IMMEDIALLY. THE DOCTOR READ MY 3 PAGE LETTER AND BLUNTLY TOLD ME TO TAKE HIM TO A & E. I SAID THE MBULANCE REFUSED HIM LAST TUESDAY AND THAT HE HAS DETERIATED MASSIVELY SINCE THEN. I SAID TO HIM YOU HAVE THE EXPLETIVE AUTHORITY TO CALL A AMBULANCE. I GOT REAL MAD.

AT THIS POINT WITH MY CANE IN MY HAND I HAD TO PUT HIM UP ON THE TREATMENT BED FOR THE DR. TO EXAMINE HIM. THE DOCTOR FINALLY FOUND THE LUMP BUT DID NOT CARE. THE DOCTOR FINALLY CHECKED HIS COHERENCY, STEVE WAS DELIRIOUS, THE DOC SAID WHAT DAY IS IT AND STEVE SAID WHAT DAY, I HAVE NO TIME. HE WAS GONE AND I FEEL HE WAS ON HIS DEATH BED. THE DR. REFUSED TO CALL AN AMBULANCE. STEVE WAS WEARING HIS GLASSES WITH ONE LENSE MISSING AND PUT HIS SHOES ON THE RIGHT FEET.

HE HAD NOT EATEN IN AROUND NINE DAYS AND I WAS NURSING HIM. DOLLING OUT SUSTAGEN TWICE A DAY GIVING HIM HIS MEDS AND HELPING GO TO THE TOILET. I CAN'T DO IT NO LONGER!! I SAID TO THE DR. TO GIVE ME HIS EXPLETIVE PHONE AS I WOULD AN AMBULANCE. IF THE DR CALLS IT IS DEENED AS AN EMERGENCY AND HE WILL BE SEEN STRAIGHT AWAY. THE DOC THEN TOLD ME TO TAKE HIM TO THE TREATMENT ROOM WHERE I PUT HIM ON THE BED.

A NURSE CAME IN AND I WENT OFF. SHE CHALLENGED ME about MY VISION, LAZER MY THERAPIST APPT, MY MENTAL AND PHYSICAL HEALTH. SHE THOUGHT I WAS PUTTING IT ON. BOY DID I DROP A FEW EXPLETIVES!! I GAVE HER MY DOCTORS NAME AND DETAILS MY SHRINK, THERAPIST AND EYE SPECIALIST. I WENT TO THE CAR AND TOLD IRENE WHAT HAD TRANSPIRED AND SHE GOT HER CANE AND GAVE THEM WHAT FOR. I SAIS WHERE IS YOUR DUTY OF CARE??? ANOTHER NURSE CAME IN AND IRENE LET HER KNOW OF MY SITUATION AND MY PROBLEMS AND MY LAZER SURGERY AND MY THERAPIST APPT AND THAT I CAN NO LONGER DO THIS. SHE HAD ONE LOOK AT STEVE AND SAID LEAVE IT WITH ME, I CAN CLEARLY SEE THAT HE IS CRITICAL.

SHE WISHED ME WELL WITH MY APPTS. I GAVE THEM STEVES BAGS AND IRENE AND I DROVE HOME. SO I HAVE HAD LAZER YESTERDAY, NOT TOO PAINFUL AS I TOOK SOME SERIOUS PAINKILLERS BEFORE HAND. THE EYE SPECIALIST SAID THAT THERE WAS A BIT OF BLOOD BUT HE HAD CLEARED UP THE PERIPHERAL STUFF. I GO BACK IN JUST OVER A MONTH FOR ANOTHER INJECTION THAT EYE TO HOLD THE VISION. I SEEN MY THERAPIST, HE WAS GREAT TODAY, HE SAID YOU CAN DO NO MORE AND HE WAS PROUD OF HOW WELL I LOOKED AFTER HIM WITH ALL MY MEDICAL AND MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEMS.

I GOT A MESSAGE ON THE PHONE TO CALL THE HOSPITAL WITH A PAGER NUMBER. I DID THIS TWICE BUT I HANGED ON FOR 5MINUTES EACH TIME UNTIL DISCONNECTED. HE IS NOT COMING BACK HERE, IRENE WILL CALL THE HOSPITAL AND WILL TELL THEM OF MY SITUATION AND THAT I AM NOT FAMILY, NEITHER IS SHE. I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!! TO ADD INSULT TO INJURY THE LAST FEW NIGHTS I HAVE HAD REFLUX OF SOME SORT, I CAN'T SLEEP, IT HURTS BADLY TO BREATHE. I WILL GO TO THE CHEMIST IN THE MORNING.

I AM NEARLY OUT OF CIGGIES TOO. I CAN'T BLOODY WIN!! WELL I AM STRESSED TO THE MAX. I AM AFFECTED AND EFFECTED AS WELL. I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAS HAPPPENED OR WHAT. MAYBE HE IS NOT WITH US ANYMORE OR THEY JUST WANT TO BOOT HIM OUT. BUT I AM BOT GETTING INVOLVED. I HAVE GONE BEYOND THE CALL OF DUTY ALREADY. I NEED REST. WAS A NICE DAY TODAY, AM PLAYING TUNES. I DON'T FEEL UP TO WALKING THE FUR-BALL. SHE WILL HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL TOMORROW.

THIS REFLUX TYPE THING IS NASTY. FEELS LIKE I NEED TO PUT A HOLE IN MY NECK TO RELEASE THE PRESSURE. OH WELL. YEAH NOT A HAPPY OR WELL TURTLE AT THE MOMENT. MY SIS HAS SOME MAJOR ISSUES AS WELL, THERE IS ALOT OF FAMILY STUFF GOING ON AS WELL. SORRY FOR THE HUGE POST BUT I NEEDED TO GET THIS OUT. THE AMBULANCE OFFICERS ARE NEGLIGENT, THE DOCTOR LAST TUESDAY AND THIS IDIOIT YESTERDAY. HE WAS A STUDENT DOCTOR AS HE SAID HE HAD TO CONSULT ANOTHER DOCTOR, THUS I CLICKED THAT MAYBE BECAUSE OF HIS JUNIOR STATUS HE CALLED NOT CALL AN AMBULANCE WITHOUT A FULLY QUALIFIED DR'S APPROVAL. THAT;S WHAT IT SEEMED LIKE. HE WAS ULTRA YOUNG AS WELL.

WELL I NEED TO EAT AND DESTRESS. SORRY FOR THE HUGE POST, IS PROBABLY A WORLD RECORD. TAKE CARE MY HW BUDDIES. I REALLY NEED A HUG. SEE YOU ALL SOON.

THE HAPPY TURTLE
Posted 10/8/2013 9:00 AM (GMT 0)
WELL JAMIE, YOU POST AWAY ANYTIME YOU TOO WITH NOT APOLOGIES!

WHAT A SITUATION, AND I THOUGH AMERICA WITH THE ONLY PLACE TO SEE SUCH CARE! PEOPLE ARE PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORLD. YOU ARE RIGHT, THE INSECURITY OF BEING A YOUNG NEW DOCTOR, SET THE THING IN MOTION.

WELL DONE ADVOCATING FOR YOURSELF AND IRENE! VERY PROUD!

NOW YOU ARE IN FOR SOME GOOD WELL DESERVED REST MY FRIEND. ENJOY!

PEACE, LOVE AND COURAGE
TRINA
Posted 10/8/2013 9:36 AM (GMT 0)
HEY JAMIE, YOU DID GOOD AT GETTING STEVE TO THE HOSPITAL. I HOPE THAT THEY CAN MAKE HIM BETTER. I KNOW YOU CARE about HIM. BUT A PERSON CAN ONLY DO SO MUCH, YOU WENT ABOVE AND BEYOND.

GET SOME SLEEP. I HOPE THAT THE REFLUX DOESN'T KEEP YOU UP. PROP YOURSELF UP.

HUGS, KAREN...
Posted 10/8/2013 10:04 AM (GMT 0)
THANKS TRINA, THANKS KAREN.

HAVE SPOKEN TO STEVE'S ONLY FAMILY MEMBER, HIS BROTHER TO LET HIM KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON. I ALSO HAD A LONG CONVERSATION WITH HIS EX-WIFE. SHE IS GOING TO RING THE HOSPITAL AND GET BACK TO ME TOMORROW NIGHT. SHE WAS GREATFUL BUT FULLY UNDERSTANDS THAT I CAN NOT TAKE ANYMORE ONBOARD. MY NEIGHBOUR IS ALSO GOING TO RING IN THE MORNING TO SEE WHAT IS UP AND TO ADVISE THEM NOT TO CONTACT ME.

BLOODY REFLUX. I AM BEYOND TIRED. I AM A MESS. OH WELL. TAKE CARE MY HW FAMILY. I LOVE YOU ALL.

THE HAPPY TURTLE.
Posted 10/8/2013 11:04 AM (GMT 0)
WE LOVE YOU TOO JAMIE!!!
Posted 10/9/2013 1:56 AM (GMT 0)
CHEERS KAREN. AN UPDATE.

STEVE IS STILL IN HOSPITAL. THE SOCIAL WORKER LEFT ME A MESSAGE YESTERDAY. I CALLED TWCE BUT COULD NOT GET THROUGH. MY NEIGHBOUR RANG THE HOSPITAL AND LEFT A MESSAGE FOR THE SOCIAL WORKER TO GET BACK TO HER AND SHE DID. SHE INQUIRED about THE LEAD UP TO STEVES SICKNESS AND WE TOLD HER. THEY BELIEVE HE HAS HAD A STROKE BUT COULD NOT GIVE FURTHER DETAILS.

IRENE EXPRESSED STRONGLY WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH AND ALL THAT I DID FOR STEVE. SHE SAID TO REASSURE ME AND WAS VERY GRATEFUL FOR WHAT I HAD DONE. HE IS STILL INCOHERENT. WE TOLD HER OF ALL OF HIS PROBLEMS AND SUCH. HE WILL PROBABLY END UP IN A REHABILITATION HOSPITAL, WE HAVE ONE DOWN HERE. IRENE ALSO RANG HIS MAIN DR. TO ADVISE THAT HE IS IN HOSPITAL SO THAT HE CAN FILL THEM IN ON HIS PAST HISTORY.

I HAVE TAKEN A CALMER, I AM SO STRESSED OUT. I AM PLAYING TUNES, PLAYED SOME IRON MAIDEN AND NOW I AM CRANKING SOME STEVE VAI. HIS EX-PARTNER IS COMING DOWN SOON AND WILL TAKE OVER HIS SITUATION. I TOLD HER EVERYTHING, SHE WILL RING TONIGHT. I WALKED BUTTONS AS I MISSED OUT YESTERDAY. IT IS A NICE DAY, A TAD WARM THOUGH. I HAVE CLEANED UP A TAD AND WASHED SOME CLOTHES. I HAVE PACKED THE REST OF STEVE'S THINGS AND IRENE WILL TAKE THEM IN FRIDAY.

MY VISION IN THE LEFT EYE IS STILL A BIT HAZY BUT I NEED TO WAIT FOR THE LASER TREATMENT TO KICK IN. WELL TAKE MY HW FAMILY. WILL TALK SOON.

LOVE 2 YOU ALL.
THE HAPPY TURTLE. THANKS FOR CARING GUYS.
Posted 10/9/2013 2:01 AM (GMT 0)
HEY JAMIE,

YOU HAVE DONE SO MUCH FOR STEVE. YOU ARE SUCH A GREAT FRIEND (MATE)... GET SOME REST NOW... LISTEN TO YOUR TUNES AND KICK BACK AND ENJOY.

I THINK THINGS ARE GOING TO BE BETTER SOON.

HUGS, KAREN...
Posted 10/9/2013 3:44 AM (GMT 0)
I THINK SO TOO. BUMMER THAT I PROBABLY NOT GET THE SERIOUS COIN THAT HE OWES, ALBEIT HIS EX WILL BE BRINGING IT UP WHEN HE IS MORE COHERENT. YES MORE TUNES. HAVE EATEN EVEN THOUGH I DIDN'T WANT TO. THE CALMER HAS DONE IT'S JOB.

ON A DIFFERENT POINT I HAVE RANG THE LOVELY LADY THAT HAS A MOBILE DOGGY WASH BUSINESS. I RANG HER STAFF AND SHE WILL GET BACK TO ME. SHE HAS DONE IRENE'S DOGS TWICW, SHE IS VERY GOOD WITH THEM, HOWEVER BUTTONS IS A DIFFERENT KETTLE OF FISH. I WISH HER ALL THE BEST LOL!! SHE IS GOING TO GET A SHAVE. SHE HAS A DOUBLE COAT, THICK AS. AND WHEN SHE SHEDS, BOY IT IS A PREVERBIAL NIGHTMARE WITH PILES AND PILES OF HAIR EVERYWHERE. IT GOES EVERYWHERE AND IS A NIGHTMARE. HER COAT IS EXTRA THICK AS SHE IS A PURE BRED POMERANIAN.

OH WELL MORE TUNES I GUESS. I AM GOING OUT SHOPPING WITH IRENE FOR A FEW THINGS I NEED IN THE MORNING, PROBLEM IS SHE LEAVES ULTRA EARLY. OH WELL. TAKE MY HW FAMILY. BE GOOD.

LOVE 2 ALL.
THE HAPPY TURTLE.
Posted 10/9/2013 10:08 AM (GMT 0)
HAVE FUN SHOPPING WITH IRENE, AS FUN AS SHOPPING CAN GET. IT IS MORE FUN WITH SOMEONE THAN ALONE I KNOW THAT. IT IS A JOB EITHER WAY...

I HOPE BUTTONS IS GOOD WITH THE GROOMER. THAT IS COOL THAT THEY TRAVEL AROUND. CONVENIENT. JASMINE GOES EVER SO OFTEN.

TAKE CARE JAMIE, HAVE A GOOD SLEEP AND A GOOD DAY. KEEP POSTING. KNOW WE LOVE YOU!!!

HUGS, KAREN...

HAVE YOU HEARD FROM MAGPIE??? I HAVEN'T SEEN HER POST IN A COUPLE OF DAYS, I HOPE SHE DIDN'T GET FLOODED...
Posted 10/9/2013 11:37 AM (GMT 0)
HELLO MY FRIEND!

YOUR FRIEND MAY HAVE A PILE OF DEPT FROM YOU BECAUSE MAN HE SURE DOES OWE YOU A LOT NOW... BUT WHO CAN BLAME AN ILL PERSON RIGHT?? ANYWAY, YOU DID ALL THAT TO YOUR FRIEND NOT FOR NOTHING YOU KNOW, GOD'S WATCHING YOU AND HE SEES WHAT YOU'VE BEEN DOING AND IT SOUNDS LIKE IT AIN'T SINFUL AT ALL. GOD IS BLESSING YOU BUT JUST IN A DIFFERENT WAY, YOU'LL SEE LATER. (:

HUGS TO YOU AND HAVE FUN SHOPPING!!! GOOD LUCK TO YOU EYESIGHT TOO, IT'D SURELY BE BETTER IN NO TIME ((:

GOD BLESS YOU,
JOANNE
Posted 10/10/2013 3:43 AM (GMT 0)
THANKS JOANNE, AND ALL YOU GUYS. THE PROBLEM WITH THE SERIOUS COIN IS THAT HE HAS HAD OVER 3 MONTHS TO PAY, YES WHEN HE WAS WELL. IT IS A LOSS. AND ONE I AM NOT HAPPY about. MY SIS BORROWED MORE MONEY LAST NIGHT AND SHE RARELY PAYS BACK AS WELL. I AM JUST AN EXPLETIVE BANK!! I MISSED OUT ON SHOPPING, GOING TOMORROW WITH IRENE. SHE IS GOING TO TOWN AND DO SOME STUFF AND WILL GO AND CHECK ON STEVE AS WELL. I AM NOT. I HAVE PACKED A SMALL BAG WITH THE REST OF HIS STUFF AND IRENE CAN GIVE IT TO HIM.

WELL BUSY CLEANING AND STUFF. BEEN PLAYING TUNES. I AM SICK OF THE IDIOT BOX. IT IS REALITY BS AND THE NEWS IS JUST SO DEPRESSING. WELL I BETTER GO. CATCH UP SOON. THANKS FOR CARING GUYS. HAVE A GOOD DAY / MORNING / EVENING / ETC!!

HEALING THOUGHTS I SEND,
THE HAPPY TURTLE.
Posted 10/10/2013 10:04 AM (GMT 0)
HEY JAMIE,

I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN about THE IDIOT BOX. I GET SICK OF IT AFTER AWHILE. I AM SORRY PEOPLE ARE HITTING YOU UP FOR MONEY AGAIN. THAT MUST BE SO FRUSTRATING. BUT I AM GLAD PEOPLE HAVE YOU TO GO TO WHEN IN NEED, IF IT IS MAKING IT HARD FOR YOU, SAY NO...

I HOPE THT YOUR DAY GETS BETTER. TAKE CARE JAMIE...

LUV AND HUGS, KAREN...
Posted 10/10/2013 10:11 AM (GMT 0)
CHEER KAREN. NO IS GOING TO BE MY NEW WORD!!!!!!! NO MEANS NO, THAT'S IT. HAVE A GREAT DAY. MANY BLESSINGS TO YOU. VISION BAD ATM.

THE HAPPY TURTLE.
Posted 10/11/2013 7:51 AM (GMT 0)
HI GUYS,

VISION STILL POOR BUT I AM PUSHING AND WILL POST ON REGARDLESS. HAVE HAD A BAD DAY WITH PAIN. OH WELL YOU GET THAT. HAD A LATE NIGHT AND A EARLY START. I DID EVENTUALLY GO SHOPPING WITH IRENE I NEEDED SOME BITS AND PIECES. I EVENTUALLY GOT MY ACT TOGETHER AND WALKED BUTTONS LATE. EARLIER I WENT TO THE CHEMIST AND PICKED UP SOME MEDS.

I HAVE BEEN CLEANING UP A BIT AND PLAYING TUNES. I HAVE TAKEN SOME DRY WASHING OF THE LINE AND PUT MORE ON. I HAD A CUPPA WITH IRENE TODAY, THAT WAS NICE WE SHARED SOME BOSTON BUN, YUM!! BUTTONS HAD A SEIZURE OVER AT IRENE'S. IRENE WAS FREAKING OUT. I CALMLY PICKED UP BUTTONS AND PUT HER IN MY ARMS AND STROKED HER TELLING HER THAT DADDY HAS YOU AND SHE CAME GOOD IN 3 MINUTES. IRENE JUST POPPED OVER AS STEVE HAD RUNG HER.

STEVE WAS VERY CLOSE TO CARKIN' IT AS WE AUSSIES SAY. APPARENTLY HE IS LESS COHERENT AND IS USING A WALKER FRAME TO GET about. IRENE WAS TOO BUSY TO GO DOWN TODAY, SHE IS GOING DOWN TUESDAY AND SHE ASKED ME IF SHE WANTS ME TO TELL STEVE NOT COME AROUND ANYMORE AND I SAID YES. SHE WILL TELL HIM BLUNTLY AND DIRECTLY. YES I SHOULD DO IT BUT I AM TOO TIRED AND SORE WITH MY OWN ISSUES THUS IRENE WILL CONVEY THE MESSAGE.

HE CHEEKLY REPLIED TO IRENE THAT JAMIE MUST BE ENJOYING THE RESPITE, WELL I AM JUST BEGINNING TO. HE HAS PUT ME AND IRENE UNDER IMMENSE PRESSURE AND HE DOES NOT GIVE A STUDD about THAT. SO STUFF HIM. HIS EX IS GOING DOWN TUESDAY AS WELL. APPARENTLY STEVE SAID THAT THEY HAVE DONE A BRAIN SCAN BUT IRENE COULD NOT MAKE OUT WHAT HE WAS SAYING AND THERE WAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH HIS LIVER AS WELL. HE IS ON A LIQUID DIET AT THIS TIME.

I AM VERY SORRY FOR WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO HIM ALBEIT HE TAKES VERY POOR CARE OF HIMSELF AND LEANS ON EVERYONE TO DO HIS BIDDING. WELL NOT THIS LITTLE BLACK DUCK. I NEED MY SPACE, AMD I NEED IT BACK. FOR THOSE WHO KNOW A LITTLE OF MY HISTORY I HAVE PUT UP WITH TOXIC PEOPLE FOR WAY TOO LONG. I HAVE BEEN OVERLY GRACIOUS, YET I WAS GETTING WALKED OVER AND SLAPPED IN THE FACE. NO MEANS NO, AND THAT IS IT!!!

WELL I AM VERY TIRED. MY COMPASSIONATE WELL IS VERY DRY WITH A FEW PEOPLE, AND THIS PAINS ME BUT I NEED TO BE VERY FIRM AS THEY WILL JUST ENCROACH AND WALK ALL OVER ME YET AGAIN. MY VISIUON SUCKS RIGHT about NOW AND I HAVE SOME SERIOUS BONE / MUSCULAR PAIN GOING ON. BUTTONS FINALLY GOT A WALK, THUS NOW I REST. TAKE CARE MY HW BUDDIES. THANKS FOR LISTENING AND GIVING ME STRENGTH.

THE HAPPY TURTLE.
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