Posted 10/25/2013 1:35 PM (GMT 0)
hi my screen name is display.
i am really down today, partly because of my new denture, partly because i just feel down.
it seems like there is a lot to do with the denture, taking pills and getting used to the feel. i have achieved a few times the past few days where i totally forgot about it. hopefully those times will increase. i am a member of a message board for people with dentures, and they have been helpful with suggestions. but i overwhelm myself when thinking that i have to wear this thing every day for the rest of my life.
i am getting very anxious about going back to work on monday, mostly worried that something will go wrong or that i will be in pain. i will also have to take some time off to see the dentist for follow up, and that makes me anxious.
my sister is having a friend over today and i don't really have anything to do so i guess i will just hang out. i hope she doesn't get mad at me for hanging around.
my smoking is up, as i get bored. i shouldn't be smoking but cannot seem to help myself.
the first part of the morning after getting up is the hard part. sometimes if i will just take a shower and get dressed and eat i will be all right.
i'm really sick of depression and anxiety. i had therapy yesterday and that helped but the depression is still there.
thanks for listening,