feeling out of place

well things have been up and down here lately. had to start working two jobs again, was going good then I told my job one no to going to another store and all of a sudden they threaten to fire me saying working two different food places was conflict of interest even though subs and hamburgers are in no way competitors and they had no issues for two weeks. I ended up being able to keep the job by calling human resources and talking to the hr manager who knows me and knows I am a good worker which did make the big boss mad at me but I got to keep my job. been watching what I do cause I figured they are out to get me but I think they are past it. now all of a sudden they are closing down the store that I am working at now because of no sales and everyone has to transfer to new stores which means later hours. the store im working at now until Thursday, yes Thursday I found out Monday that they are closing the store on Thursday so no notice at all, closes at 11 so normally some work days between both jobs are only 12 hours. now the store im going to closes at 1 am and I wouldn't get out til 2 am so now going from a 12 hour day to about 15-16 hour day which will be a big adjustment. im so heartbroken. yes they have given me hell, I hate my job and I have shed tears but I have come to love most the crew and feel like im losing my home. I must be weird. I have cried some but I know come Thursday im going to cry harder. on top of everything I hate change especially when thrown at me so quickly and its causing my ADD to act up some. I feel like a frightened child.

Stand strong, in life there will always be change and challenges to face.

This also makes life interesting and brings new people into our lives and you into theirs. Life would be so boring if we only knew the same group of people our whole lives.

Look at this change as a new adventure and you will enjoy it more.

Peace
Trina