Posted 2/7/2014 1:35 AM (GMT 0)
Hello,
I have been taking Depo Provera for about 2 years now and Zoloft (b/w 50-100mg) for about 1 year. I feel like a crazy person ALL. THE. TIME. I have no control over my emotions. I have massive bouts of crying and extreme anger and frequently don't get out of my bed for days at a time. I am a nursing student and I know that doesn't help my stress level at all, though I also know that is one thing I can't change at the moment.
I am going to try to slowly ween myself off Zoloft (Just broke my 50mg into 25mg) and start a new form of birth control. I need to know if this is the person that I actually am. I don't know this person that has been living in my body!
I can't pinpoint what point over the past 2 years that set me over the edge, but I am desperate to crawl back to my old fun-loving self. I have done things this past year that the 'old me' would have been thrilled about.. but can't get myself out of the bed to enjoy them. These things that I used to love to do. I just need this phase of my life to be over and GOD I need it to be a phase.