very depressed.

hi guys. been a hard few days. my phone line has been cutting in and out, working a little to being totally dead. my internet has been droppoing out at will as well. booo. i have been very depressed as well. i stay in bed all day, i am sleep talking and only get up for a pee. my partner and i have been going through some teething issues with skype. i got mine worked out but because she has an anceient computer skype cracked it. we lost picture, then voice then everything all at once. her computer crashed. well and truely!! i am so depressed as we both put in financially and physically to get skype then it all goes to the ****. now i am having difficulties with my phone line. i need a moblie ph so they can check the line. something is going on. i remove the plug and re-plug it will come on for a bit but then will go back to the **** again. expletive this!!! why always expletively me.

i have heart / physio tomorrow. aaaaaaaaarghhhh!!! i am just so wrecked. i spoke with my partner at my neighbours tonight. sorry if i am not around at the moment. yeah i owe e-mails too. they will have to wait. not a happy turtle. a very tired, depressed and confused turtle.

i am so sad. i hate this. at the moment i hate life.

Hey Jamie,

I'm sorry you are going through such a rough time. I hope the problems with your phone line will be resolved soon. I hope your mate will get her PC fixed so you an both be connected via skype soon again.

I know that you have been through a lot but always remember that you are a turtle warrior and we are here with you as you fight this battle. Hang in there my friend. Hope your apps will go well.

Take Care

UA

hi jamie. really ? usually if you go to their office, they can pin point down your location and tell you what's the line there. have you give that a shot ?
i've experienced that before and i found out that the problems causing the line to be ugly is either because your device is too old/worn down or too... cheap. i used to use some cheap phone and the line was ALWAYS ugly and when i switched (in my case) my sim card - hey maybe you can do that to your home ph too - and put it in my mom's phone, it works excellent! since then, i'm not wasting my money on cheap things and get it somewhat repaired over and over again and pay for the same price as to buying a good phone.

the same concept actually goes to computers as well. but just so you know, i've been trying skype a couple of times and it always failed. maybe you can try and have a video call via google+. it always works better for me and it's free so that's a plus. i hope those two things will get sorted out soon. oh and do you know that you can actually retrieve your documents and send it to another device ? i know how to do it with macs but i have no idea on how to do it in other computers. lets just say from fixing my laptop 2-3 times has gained me some experience with my laptop without losing my important documents.

i hope things will work out for you. i can imagine how depressed you're feeling right now ):
sending my thoughts and prayers to you. good luck with your physio tomorrow. don't forget: the hope of healing is already half of health.

thx guys. i will get there.

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