Posted 5/21/2014 4:33 AM (GMT 0)
My anger these days aint cool at all and come from years of depression and anxiety off and on, but the last year and a half has been very difficult I mean to the point of tears off and on to ready to fight at any giving time and Iam now at the point due to my dealings with the real world and running into disrespectful people all the time. And people who look at me like Iam just a piece of crap because I look different from them, like they better than me Iam starting to not like people and thats a real bad place to be mentally. Just fed up with so much I hunger for change and true peace, I don't like being up one day and down in the dark the next and when it gets close to cycle time Iam literally living in a nightmare and I fear bringing harm because I will take all my frustration out on the person from years of build up I hate being in this state of mind doing what it takes to bring myself out and just smile. Started 10mcg of busphar to see if can help with mood and I hope it does because this is no fun, and I just want my life to get better and I can finally get to a true point of being truly happy.