i just wanted to give a brief update on my medication, whether it is a fluke of nature or the upping of the medication, I have almost felt content the past few days.
I still have a little bit of the "antsy" feeling, and don't seem to sleep as much, but it doesn't seem as though I am nearly as depressed as I was last week, not even sure if I could say I am depressed at all. I always hate to speak too soon, but it is as if when negative thoughts come into my mind, I can just kind of "get over them" better.
It's not like things at home have improved either, yesterday was a humdinger to put it mildly, but even through what should have been a total crisis situation, I was okay, handled what needed to be handled at the time and did not dwell on it, but moved forward.
So I hope, really SO much that it is the medication, because it has been a long time since I have really felt almost like I can say "I'm okay" and really mean it.
I do still have some anxiety, but that can be tolerated and handled with my other medicine, so I am just thankful for this feeling of hope, when just last week I had a feeling of hopelessness.
I do want to thank those who helped me out last week, it was rough but I made it, and some of the very words that were wrote to me helped me hang on and see that there could be a light at the end of the tunnel.
Thank you Karen and Lisa in a big way, you really were there for me(in my mind) and it did help me, just want to let you know.
