Today September 2 was 4 years go that my cousin and step kids give his husband his 50th party and felt see he had non hodgkin's lymphoma and was there to help service
on the 4th his actual 50 birthday I took to the hospital for the last time
because he was in so much pain the doctor pulled to me it's to do what's for that's it to late for the stem cell surgery. I called my cousin we decide to I admit him to the cancer wing knowing he wasn't coming. I told 2 out three of his sons and cried and cried with the one. I drove back in front with that son every day to the hospital making sure everything was be done correctly one day my cousin husband told he wanted me to be with that son that he knew Itake good care of on the 7th they actually really got married in the church hospital. On the 8th we him a Hospice house were he died that with all his family around his three all his sister and brothers this mom his nephews nieces his husband and me. It was the hardest I went through I still blame myself for saving. His son and I did together for 3 year but to many people got in the way. With the every thing coming my hurt my boyfriend not here but we go through d pat were we get really close. ... but I his missed dad and let him down even though he's ever said that to me