I am so over my mom. She never feels good, she has no sleep schedule at all, she is over 300lbs, she is in pain a lot, she won't exercise, she doesn't really help with house work anymore. She is bitter and angry and lazy. I have always tried to keep my family out of my posts, well my son is in a lot, but I try to take care of my family the best I can. My mom went to nap, normal. She woke up and felt shaky on the inside like her blood sugar was low, well she ate and still was not feeling good so she went back to bed. I am literally watching her die! She won't go to the doctors and when she does she blows what they say off because she doesn't want to deal with it! She is my mom and I love her but this is selfish, I am scared I may lose her and then what? I hate her for doing this to not just herself but us. I am a little anxious but mostly mad and scared. Oh and if you try to talk to her about
it she gets butt hurt and yells. I will NOT have my son watch her die. Idk what to do anymore. I may leave if she doesn't start helping and getting her self better. This is so stupid if she wants to die then my son and I will not be around for it. I don't feel bad for her anymore, I am so angry infact. Lazy selfish BS is what she is doing.
