don't know what to do with myself

Craft stores have a lot of 'starter kits' to try, not too expensive. I've also seen similar kits at Barnes and Noble bookstores. I think they have a hobby section of books too. Maybe break it down to 'outdoor ideas' and 'indoor ideas'. Active or sedentary. Photography is popular since subject matter is very individual. With todays digital cameras you don't even need a darkroom and equipment! My partner has gotten into building with Lego blocks! I hope you find something that suits you.

How about museums, the little ones off the beaten track.

Small art galleries, take notes on what you see. write about your emotions on it later.

Sit in the park or somewhere in public, people watch. Again, take notes, write more indepth later about your impressions of what you saw. How many acts of kindness? How many acts of unkindness?

Walk a dog for a neighbor.

Go to a library, sit, close your eyes and listen to the non-quiet. What do you hear?

Read a book on self-compassion.

Peace
Trina