Posted 7/11/2015 2:47 PM (GMT 0)
Ugh. Ive been having so much trouble with lack of energy and my blue moods. Its 10:48am and I just got out of bed. well technically im still in bed but awake and drinking my coffee. I have absolutely no energy. I just want to roll over and go back to sleep but I have 3 kids so I cant. (they're all still sleeping, I have good sleepers!!) I am very thankful that its summer time and I can sleep in.. during the school year its very hard for me to get up with my kids and get them to school but I do, and it takes everything I have in me to do so because we have to get up so early! this morning I wake up and go get my coffee and the trash can is full and I just say to myself "i not ready to do this today" I have no energy at all and I just don't feel well. this is every single morning. it takes ALOT for me to get going. I constantly clean do the dishes do the laundry cook.. my husband works all day and when he comes home he is useless, I literally do everything from morning until night. but I need a push. a pick me up. something!! I have horrible anxiety so the caffeine and coffee that I NEED to get me up and going can make it horrible at times. other times I am ok surprisingly. I have two therapists coming to my home twice a week for talk therapy. I have anxiety depressive panic and post traumatic stress disorders, so I guess a combination of everything does make my depression worse, but to me, I just want to be happier, bubblier, and have more energy. if anyone as any tips PLEASE share!!!!!!!! TIA
-Lacey