Posted 7/27/2015 2:35 PM (GMT 0)
I have been stepping back my ambien, with my doctor's OK. Just 2.5 mg down at the moment. I got to bed around 2, but still slept badly. I do use meditation, but right now it doesn't keep me asleep.
I am full of uneasiness about job situation, BF, all the usual suspects. Like everything else in the world, some days are better than others, and others are just blah or outright bad.
When I am troubled, I bite the tip of my tongue in my sleep. I need to buy a new mouth guard, having chewed the other one until it fell apart.
Colonoscopy Thursday, with a two-day prep starting tomorrow. Goody.
Nothing much interesting cooking here, Karen. I am using a lot of herbs, since they are happy and growing. I have several kinds of citrus thyme, so plan a chicken stew with it, so BF will have food for the next few days. I am so uneasy. I feel like a failure, which I know is just my anxiety talking.