idiots.

Sounds like you got your hands full Jamie. As always, one day at a time. One moment at a time. And know we are here for you mate...

Hugs, Karen...

Jamie, your therapist can take it! Might even give you a bit of advice on how to keep yourself calm during the storm. Have a good meeting.

Will keep you in my prayers on Thursday, Weds? Tuesday night? blast, I always get confused, either way, they will be heard...

Rock on!
Peace
Trina

thx, like I say, idiots. his shrink is away for 4 weeks, and is seeing a junior, at least it is weekly. a bit of val at night, useless. I have all of his support workers contact numbers, it was e-mailed; I was peeved that I am suppose to be the first port of call, however unbeknown to my bro he told my sis who told me. the e-mail I said contact me. have to invest in a mobile ph. they are cheap, just the pre-paid, use it sparingly, more for incoming when I am not here at home. we are awaiting CCU. bro has to accept as it is voluntary, I will kick his bloody *** there if I have to. check in later. mum screws going in tomorrow.

I am heading down tomorrow. oh........what I have heard, bugger. I am Krakatoa - I am boiling, shooting hot venom molten, my rumbles and fire are increasing as I spew forth more burning venomous hell. I am ready to let hell avail itself in my molten tongue of hell. Krakatoa will roar a hell of fire fury. hell is just a warm blanket, the fury of intensity in my most loving, compassionate and very disciplined way is going to show. it is time. love 2 all.

expletives!!!! many of them.

Hi Jamie: Have a safe trip! I'll keep you and your family in my thoughts!

Cass

Hope you are better HT!

Keep us posted..good luck!

expletive games the public health system are playing. hirachial bs. looks like a couple of stat decs are needed to remove my infirm mother from next of kin status and nominee status. looks like acute respite Monday. he refused Friday. I said no more rubbish, you are going. I will go down to make sure. I found out from my mum. pathetic they are. I am abrupt and no push over, as mum was, thus they do not like someone fully adverse of the mental health system, tough luck I say. lot's going on. I am respecting my bro and family, even though anonymous I feel that this would be invalidating him if I did. I would usually, however the level of unwellness is acute.

sword and shield.

GOT SOME STUFF SORTED. TAKING BRO INTO PSYCH RESPITE WED. oops caps. man, next of kin and nominee status, heck, expletive nightmare. the bloody innuendo and disrespect of the system. I am tired. l2 all.

cheers. mum has gone into rehab for her leg. hear more later. the sun is out, been for a walk-whilst fielding calls. yar slow and steady. love 2 u all. seeing shrink is my bro before going into respite. have to ask my bro for consent to join the meeting. the government, too much power, more rights over my brother than I do!!!! ttys.

I wish I were dead after today. not suicidal, just not here at the moment; it went to hell in a hand basket. I need a stiff drink, no money to afford it, bugger.