Posting for the second time. 😨 I'm feeling down. Let down. Exhausted. Drained emotionally. Mentally frustrated. Scared to call I to depression myself. Me and my ex where together for 7 yrs. She broke up with me. Later for her to tell me she's depressed. She's taking lexapro to help but it's a daily battle with herself every morning g if she should take it or not. Things have been better and some days are horrible. After giving my ex girlfriend some space (as she's battling depression) it seems to me she's pulling away from me and hardly calls me now. I'm always there for her, I try to help her in a my way that I can. Being understanding and listening to her. I do communicate with her when something bothers me but it's like she tells me we are not together and there is no we. To stop pressuring her into getting back together. I stopped asking. But yet we act like bf/gf but not lately. She talks to me at times and doesn't think before she speaks and doesn't think if her words hurt me or anger me. Idk what to do. I love her and we have been through a lot together and had a great relationship but seems like she says and does what she wants with me. Maybe takes me for granted or knows I will be there no matter what. I hate the feeling of this broken heart I have. This is something I have never felt. I feel like I'm loosing my mind trying to figure her out and how to help her. Maybe I'm stupid for thinking I can help her and be there for her and she would appreciate that. Depression sucks when a loved one is in that stage in life. It can drag you into it 😥. Is it me or am I taking it to personal? Or am I right for feeling this way? Good thing is I guess that we haven't lived together in months. Idk what to do.
Post Edited (humanbeing) : 12/13/2015 8:41:45 AM (GMT-7)