Posted 1/11/2016 4:26 AM (GMT 0)
I have known my boyfriend about 4 years and we've been seriously dating for two. In the beginning everything was fine, I was confident in our relationship and we never really had any arguments. Then I tried nuvaring for birth control and everything went downhill from there. I would burst into tears randomly when we'd be out. I would pick fights over any little thing. I went off nuvaring and everything was fine for a short while, I was also working out at this time. A few months later I began feeling horrible about myself and behaving like a nightmare, I would yell at him to leave me because I felt that I was ruining his life. I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder about 5 months ago and have been on welbutrin generic buprion SR and Xl. During my honeymoon phase of welbutrin SR everything was perfect. We were laughing and having fun. Then i went back to my old self, and maybe even worse. Im on welbutrin Xl right now and feel fine. But I feel that I am sabotaging my relationship, I love my boyfriend but I feel like I've ruined his life. I feel like my behavior and depression has brought him down, and that he can do much better. Depression has ruined our relationship and I don't know if it can be salvaged.