I'm not sure what to do about
replying; whether to reply here or make a new thread. I guess I will reply here and Karen can close the thread if she wants.
Re the royal wedding. Nah, I don't get any of that rubbish. My main sources of news come from Twitter, UK subreddits and The Guardian. The type of news that you get on Twitter depends exclusively on who you follow - I follow mainly liberal, pro-Europe types who aren't going to be waving the Union Jack flag for the royal wedding.
Not doing well. I had the usual grim 1-2 hours in bed after waking. In case anyone is wondering why I don't get up immediately, I don't have anything to get up for plus the earlier I get up the longer the day is.
I still seem to be no closer to getting over. He really was kind to me, really seemed to understand the burden that I was under. He told me more than once that he was worried about
me because nobody could cope with all the things I was struggling with; one or two of them, yes, but all of them at once would be too much for anybody.
I felt cared for, understood.
Now he's vanished without a trace and I can't deal with it. I just want to speak to him one last time, even his wife is there. I'm not gonna rage, or be sarcastic or tell him I love him again - I just want, if nothing else, to say
goodbye.
I literally can't move on. All the learning that I should have done in my teens and 20s was never done and this is the result today.
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