When i look at myself
at cringe at the reflection
wondering whats the real reason
i recieve this affection
i tend to hurt myself
so you cant do worse
im numb of the pain
but aware of the curse
my lifes not really perfect
though you may believe so
you think i have it all good
by the actions that i show
some may call me conceited,
narssositic,or vain
but its just a cover-up
for all of my pain
it helps me believe
i have a better life then i do
it gets me through the day
though i know its not true
some dont understand
why i act this way
my life is a fairytale
until the end of the day
well when the end of the day
is finally here
the clock strikes 12
and i disappear
i fall back into the pain
that i was once in
until the sun comes up
and a new day begins.