I'm back and feeling worse than ever.

Hi

I'm back, and I'm grateful that my mom is letting me post here again. Ever since I left healingwell, I went spiraling downwards. Just when things seemed to be getting better, everything falls apart again and I can't keep up with it. It's confusing, because no matter what, I keep thinking those past thoughts about me being weak, worthless, and all out failure. Those thoughts are always on my mind, and to make it worse, I've been having migranes left and right. It's so frustrating.

froggy

Hi Froggy
I am glad that your mom does not see this site as a bad thing. Hopefully she has read your posts and the advice others have given you.
Did you get in to see the counselor?
Has things gotten any better between you and your mom?


Shy

Hey Scotsgal,

I actually am looking for a pen pal. That would be great! I don't know how you want to do it though. Exchange e-mails? have a chat time on this web site? (maybe not the e-mail thing a forum moderator told me that I shouldn't becuse this is an open forum and I might get spam mail or something.) Just a thought. Well, tell me if you have any ideas, and I would love it if you were my pen pal. (I've been looking for ages!)
I did have a chance to talk to my counsler, but it didn't ssem like she was really helpful, if felt like all she wanted me to do, was to leave her office. Jeez I'm so sick of my life right now. No matter how hard I try, nothing seems to be getting better. I feel like all I am doing is complaining, and I think everyone around me is starting to get annoyed by it, then again, I seem to feel like everybody is judging me, or watching every move, so that when I mess up, they can point it out and start to poke at it. ugggghhhhhh.

froggy

I am the same I feel my councillor isn't doing her best to get to the bottom of this well whats causing my problems! I will give you this ail address of mine ifyou want to drop me an email as I have to and if get spam its ok its [email protected] x