emotions running high

Today I'm not feeling well.  I feel like I have so much anxiety.  My heart is racing none stop and I am having a hard time thinking clearly.  Oh dear Lord please give me the Strength to pull myself out of this.  I want so much to feel normal, sometimes it's just so hard to pick myself up.  I feel so much pain.

Hi Victoria, Thanks for responding, yes I'm currently seeing a counselor as well as have a Psyc. doctor.  For a matter of fact I have an appointment this evening with my Psyc. doctor.  I have been driving around trying to relax a little but the farther I go the more my eyes fill with tears and then I begin not to be able to see the road, so I decided to come home.  I did not mention this earlier but I'm also a cutter.  (I hope this does not break the rules with HW if it does I'm sorry and I'll be more careful next time.)

Ho you fel better ery soon. I have been there and done that take care.