Thank you for the explanation! Now it makes more sense.
The reason I would want to hide this is that here (Toronto-Canada), any additional, individual insurance company, asks for the o.k. for your family doctor to disclose to them your medical files, in order to review your application.
From previous experience, I was rejected due to the fact that I was on antidepressants. I am immediately considered to be a "high risk” person for suicide. My doctor re-assured them in her letter that I have never been suicidal and I was the one that initiated and successfully got off the meds, but that was not good enough.
I made an appointment with a referral service to psychotherapists suitable to my needs and location. I guess now I have to go to my family doctor and try to relate to her how I feel too, and hopefully she will give me the right medication, as without it I do not see how I will make it off my b... and to the other appointment!!!
I am currently on 150mg of Bupropion. I remember she mentioned once that this is a very low dosage and that I could double it if needed in the future. I hope the combo of all the above will help, as I am not looking forward at all any longer to be "hiding " from the world...
Thanks for listening, TOgirl