Question concerning seizures.

I don't have epilepsy. I don't know what a seizure feels like. But I feel like my body wants to have one for some reason but it just won't happen.

I take Xanax every day for my anxiety and panic. And I'm just wondering if it's possible that my body is trying to have one but the Xanax is blocking it so my body just won't have one?
And then that leaves me anticipating and anxiety.

Is this possible?

Can you feel like your body wants to have one but the meds are just not allowing it?