Posted 5/23/2011 2:32 PM (GMT 0)
I can relate to the stories here. Thank you for sharing. I hope that my story will help someone.
I was diagnosed with TOS nine months ago, and never did I imagine it would take this long to recover. I figured I would find the solution, work it hard, and I would be better in a couple of months, yet I am still struggling with this problem, though it has improved since I was diagnosed last August. I am confident I will get back to normal eventually. Doctors have assured me it takes a long time to recover, to be patient.
I was a daily newspaper reporter for nearly 12 years, and my body began exhibiting signs of TOS during my last months at the paper, but it was nothing major. Some wrist pain. However, I left the business to pursue other interests and took a few months off, with little keyboard use, and it went away. When I began freelance reporting again last summer, it came back with a vengeance and overnight, with burning pain radiating down my arms and into my hands. My fingertips were numb. It hurt to even lay a finger on the keyboard.
An orthopedic surgeon diagnosed me -- all my years of hunching over the keyboard, stressed out on deadline, had caught up to me (I had developed forward neck, meaning the natural curve was gone) -- and recommended physical therapy and massage therapy. I eagerly made appointments for both. I went to two physical therapy sessions, and scoured the Internet for information about TOS, of which I had never heard before. I took copious notes and developed my own little recovery plan based on suggested exercises. I'm glad that I did because the physical therapists at the place my insurance covered were absolutely overwhelmed, and I was one of three or four other people they were juggling at the same time. They were of little help, and on my third visit, the therapist told me that, based on my personal plan, it seemed as though I was doing everything I could do and there wasn't anything else they could do to help me. So I left.
But, the pain didn't go away. I had good days, and then it was back, which was really frustrating. Before TOS, I worked out five days a week, including lifting weights. I hiked and kayaked. I couldn't do any of that anymore, and pain, combined with frustration about my limitations, had a significant impact on my emotional well-being, making me depressed and/or agitated toward everyone, depending on how bad a day it was.
I took a job that required me to do a lot of computer work and reading/editing, which required me to look down a lot, which aggravated my neck. I spent the following months looking for what I hoped would be quick fixes, while continuing massage therapy, which provided temporary relief and allowed me to continue working. I went to a chiropractor/acupuncturist, but the treatment was going to cost $1,600 AFTER insurance coverage. I couldn't bring myself to do that before trying less-expensive solutions. I saw a yoga therapist who specialized in TOS, and he developed a gentle routine for me, but I didn't dedicate myself to it because of long workdays. Then I decided perhaps I needed meditation to help me loosen my shoulder muscles so they wouldn't press on the nerve bundle. In short, I was on a merry-go-round of potential solutions and becoming increasingly desperate.
Here is what has worked for me up to this point: Yoga and the good posture and breathing that it promotes. On days when I am conscious of my posture and breathing from the time I wake up, I have very little to no pain. The book that has helped me is "Healing Yoga for Neck and Shoulder Pain" by Carol Krucoff. It describes TOS well and provides a list of exercises meant to provide relief. I go to a yoga studio once a week to ensure I am doing the poses correctly.
If I had to point out one thing that helped the most, it would be breathing properly, through my diaphragm, instead of breathing shallow and letting my upper body do all the work. It took me a while to learn how to breath through my diaphragm, and I place a small sandbag (the kind used at yoga studios) over it to help me focus in that area. When I breath through my diaphragm, it gives my upper body a rest, which allows the muscles in my neck and shoulder to relax. That, in combination with good posture (chest out and up and shoulder back -- mountain pose is great for this), allow me those good, pain-free days. Also, a good night's sleep is crucial. When I don't sleep well or get little sleep, my body is tired and doesn't want to cooperate.
I have finally accepted that there is no quick fix to this problem...not that acceptance makes me want to scream in frustration any less. I still have mild to moderate neck and chest pain most days, and my nerves bother me at night, but I do think some of that may be psychological: I am afraid of the pain, so I trigger the pain. I have to keep trying.
Best of luck to each of you in your recovery!