Hi everyone!
I am sure this topic has been covered by my search did not seem to find what I was looking for. I am in a tough spot. I am at the max daily dose of Ultram, which used to work very well but does not anymore (tolerance, I guess). I have to work a full time job to support myself, so must have something to control pain or I would not be able to work. I also take Soma 4x a day and supplement with tylenol (which is more of a placebo that anything else). Advil or Alleve are uselss.
My fibro doc will not prescribe narcotic pain relievers, so he sent me to a pain management certer (PMC) at the local hospital, thinking the PMC might prescribe a narcotic. Well, the PMC does not do that until they have tried everything they can to relieve pain and if nothing helps they will pass a recomendation to my doc to prescribe a narcotic. That could take months. These PMC docs are anesthesiologists And they are guessing just as much as all other docs as far as what will help. It is trial and error. And they have said (as I know to be true), that anything they do will only offer temporary relief.
So I don't know where to turn. I absolutely have to work, and as it is I am really struggling to get myself out of bed and to the officce and really struggling to make it through each day. I have developed major depression and started seeing a therapist but am super senstive to SSRIs and SNRIs. I cannot tolerate them. I am told the depression is making the pain worse and I tend to believe that. He tried me on Buspar which was just as bad as an SSRI. So short term (last week) he put me on klonopin because symptoms from Buspar were pointing to seratonin syndrome. I am not sure which is worse, my anxiety or depression, but after just a few days I am feeling more myself with the klonopin (aside from pain) than I have in a long time. I know anxiety and depression are linked, so it makes sense that treating the anixety is helping with the depression.
Anyway, after all that discussion, I'd like to know if there are folks out there that use narcotic pain relievers for fibro. I am not sure I can keep working another few months while the PMC uses me as a pincushion to try to temporarily relieve pain. I fully understand the down side of narcotics, but I don't know what else to do. I do a lot of non-medication types of things to try to relieve my pain and nothing is working anymore. At the rate I am going with time off from work I am afraid I am on the list for the next round of layoffs (in the aerospace industry another round is inevitable). I am approved for FMLA time but my bet is that won't matter in the long run. I already work from home 2 days a week. Asked for 1 more day at home and was refused. I disclosed my fibro as a disability but apparently working from home more than 2 days a week was not a "reasonable accomodation". It would help a lot since I have a 50 miles commute, but my employer does not see it that way.
I am at the end of my rope and would just like to hear from others regarding narcotic pain rellievers. If I have to I will switch doctors, but I know that is a long hard search, too, and most docs do not like to prescribe narcotic pain relievers for chronic pain. And yes, I have tried Lyrica but the side effects were too bad to continue it.
Looking forward to hearing from others!
Rose