Rain and Love

Today was one of those when you wake even your hairs hurt! Crawling up from my bed took and hour, and while left in whatever fog it is i hit my shin on that darn table once again.

And yet here i sit with a smirk as i listen to the thunder roll in over the land and watch the lightening flash. The soothing smell of rain pours into my house through the screen door and an old song plays in the background... I realize at this moment i am totally in love, with what i don't really know it don't really matter.

But it best explained the feeling .


But love can make us weak and can make us strong.
But before to very long i was totally in love with you, bathed in you. Lost in you, captivated by you. Amazed by you, dazed by you.
Nothing can go wrong, nothing can go wrong.

Beauty and pain, so oddly comforting. the name of the song is "we were lovers" by jean-jacques burnel.

Just find such wonderment in today, being here typing to you all, the view of life and love, i am captivated.

wonderful feelings and words. I get those moments too, and you explained it perfectly. Love. Maybe a love of life and all the beauty that is in it? A perfect moment caught and it stands still for an instant as we commit each detail and nuance to memory?

TFS :)

Oh my! heavens no!! Only one really great crush, and maybe because he was so blonde and blue eyed he looked like no boy i'd seen before then again i was like 6 lol. my fathers mother lives here in the us since after ww2 and they lived in this small farming community. we were the only japanese who lived there and it was my first visit to the u.s. I was so infatuated by him till i was like 14 though now the years have piled up still sometimes i do wonder whatever did happen to him. My family still owns the house, but their family has long since moved away. And ever since that night when i was 14 and he kissed me i haven't seen him since, but ya know thanks i had almost forgotten about him.