Thanks for your help, livingdeadinside. I wasn't sure what they could ask and what they couldn't. I once applied for a job as a medical transcriptionist, and the interviewer asked, "Where would you like to be in five years?" I answered, "Working at home." She really was taken aback, but I got the job.
You said:
Can: Are you able to perform the essential functions of this job with or without
reasonable accommodations?
I would have to be honest and say I need to be able to get up at regular intervals and stretch, because I know sitting for 8 hours a day doing a bookkeeping job on the computer would be about the same as sitting there and transcribing for 8 hours. I can't wear anything except comfortable shoes because of heel spurs, so dress shoes are out for me. I can't be around perfume or any strong odor or I will have an asthma attack. (I'm such a PITB...really)...
As for the career goals, I'm 55; it's not like I have 20 years to give them. I don't have any career goals at this time. If I go to work, it's just for the pay and to help my hubby.
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Simplistic, thanks for your reply, too. I'm in Colorado. I do have a work history and have all the quarters required. I passed the means test and can apply all the way up to 2013. I wonder if I was told to go before the judge after I applied for an appeal because of the doctor's letter.
Changing doctors is not easy in this little town. That is why I see his nurse practitioner instead of him. But if he has now come around to believing HER that fibro is REAL, I think I can work with that. He has also recently hired a nurse who has fibro and has been out of work for 6 years and now is coming back into the office three days a week, so I imagine he will learn from her. The weird thing is that he has always treated my pain, but I just wasn't aware of how he truly felt about chronic pain or fibro. I think if I re-file, the NP can fill out the SS physical ability form (or whatever it is called) and he will sign it this time. I will be seeing the NP on Thursday and will ask her if my previous reports can be amended. I will see if she can see me monthly to establish that I'm being seen for pain control.
I will also have to write a letter to the neuropsychologist, because he wrote in my file that I had diabetes, colon cancer, and something else...those are in my family history, not personal history, but the doctor's notes are so convoluted that it is hard to read them.
As for the rheumatologist: I was diagnosed by a rheumie in the mid 1990s, but he really has no interest in following me long-term for the fibro. In fact, his entire practice sees very few people with fibromyalgia; basically just to diagnose them and then send them to someone else to be managed. And he would rather a pain specialist handle pain meds if my PCP won't do it. He has been following me since 1996 about twice a year to do arthritis panels because I had some positive ANAs a few times. He knows something is going on there but thinks it is just UCTD (undifferentiated connective tissue disease) because it hasn't evolved into full-blown lupus. I just had a new round of lupus panels run by him, and they were all negative. It is also hard to find a new rheumie. I live 2 hours from his office, which is in a city of over 500,000, and I think they have something like 9 rheumatologists to handle the whole city and all the outlying areas. However, he said he would be amenable to answering any of SS's questions and give them records.
I'm also supposed to go see a dermatologist. I get a weird rash that looks a lot like the lupus rash, but it comes and goes. When I have it, it lasts several days and I have no energy whatsoever. I can barely get out of bed. That is why the rheumie did the last round of lupus panels.
I haven't seen a psychologist yet because of money problems. However, I didn't have the depression and anxiety diagnoses when I initially filed, so those would probably be in my favor if/when I re-file.
I looked up the judge I would have had on the appeal and her approval rate is 57%. Another judge in the same town has an approval rate of 80%.
My hubby is wonderful and would be okay with anything I decide to do.
Thank you both for answering.