Posted 5/3/2011 3:00 AM (GMT 0)
I'm so sorry for how you feel! It's taken me a long time to be brave enough to join this forum and actually respond to people's posts. I have not yet posted anything myself, but I really, really relate to yours.
Don't feel bad about wanting to vent. I think that its important to be able to do this! I don't have anyone close to me that fully understands what we fibromites deal with day to day. Sometimes when I read through here, I cry because I feel like I'm not alone anymore! I don't mean that my family doesn't try to understand. They try. Sorry for rambling!
As for the medicine, I take two 25mg each night around 2-3 hours before going to sleep. I haven't had any side effects but I usually respond opposite to what I should. So...it doesn't make me sleepy at all, but does help me sleep better once I finally do drift off. I'm not sure about whether or not it helps with pain. Every time I think something doesn't help, I take a break from the med and find out it really has helped. That being said, I won't take anything that I'm uncomfortable with either. I quit taking Ambien for my insomnia because it made me feel hung over the next day.
Hope something breaks and you start feeling better! Thanks for letting me vent right along with you.