Posted 3/14/2012 9:30 PM (GMT 0)
Oh wow, thank you everyone so much for your kind words and empathy. Experiencing all your empathy makes me teary. Being without support for so long is emotionally difficult so I appreciate you all, thank you again.
Yes Sherrine, I have read Fibro 101 and about 85-90% applies to me. I would add irritable bladder to the list, as it is listed as a symptom of Fibro elsewhere, only I forget now where ... fibrofoggy sigh ... There was a brief time when my new doc thought I might have "polymyalgia rheumatica" but the rheumatologist was convinced it's the demonic Fibromyalgia. AKAngel, you're right about getting tested to make sure of the diagnosis. My previous doc thought this was rheumatoid arthritis, so I've had blood tests to rule that one out, and then this new doc sent me to a rheumatologist. I've also sent away to John Hopkins Medical Centre for Fibromyalgia information to give to my in-laws, because they thought I was just faking to stop working (!! like, who wants this disease, and who would want to fake having it??!) So after my father-in-law read the Fibromyalgia paper from JHMC, he said, "oh! hey! maybe I have this!" No words could adequately describe what I felt in that moment ... but you have to consider the source: this comes from the same man who - when I initially started feeling the effects of Fibromyalgia several years ago and put on a few pounds because exercising was impossible with so much pain - would make nasty comments about my being a "Big Girl" now. When I had difficulty getting up from the dining table and limping, made my way to the kitchen and back to the table again, there he was - imitating my limping and pretending he was a cripple. I asked him, "are you making fun of me? shame on you if you are!" and I haven't had any more incidents since then, but the memories are hurtful and I can't look at him without remembering those emotionally abusive tactics he used. My husband is great with me - thanks be to God! - wonderfully supportive and a super helpmate, a real partner, but when it comes to confronting his family about their abusive remarks, he won't do it for fear it will cause damage. So if I don't stand up for myself with these people, no one else will. You learn. Sorry for the tangent ...
AKAngel, I have been taking acupuncture treatments for my leg for 3 months now, along with physiotherapy, and it's hard to say whether it really helps or not. I figure I'll stick with it though, since it can't hurt, yes? Like you, heat and light exercise works for me, but I'm not familiar with subutex? Can you tell me more please?
I am now taking Gabapentin and I feel horrible on it: sluggish, tired (like I need more of that, hey?), and at night instead of drowsy, I feel like I'm wide awake on a caffeine high - so no restorative sleep, only hard "like the dead" sleep when I do manage to eventually fall into one.
Yayaq mentioned winters are the worst, but I also find that any kind of extreme temperature changes wreaks havoc with my Fibromyalgia - yet, I have been x-rayed and tested for arthritis and don't have that to contend with (yet, anyway). Does anyone else experience worse Fibro symptoms with weather changes?
Thanks for reading :)