Hi Ceramamama,
I agree witht the others. First get yourself some pain meds asap so you can get ahold of it. You have to stay ahead of the pain or it will take you down. I also like the idea of selling your stuff and not having to schlepp it with you. I know that may sound easier than done, but your health is at stake. Take it from someone who tried to do everything myself and ended up in traction because of a herniated disc I damaged even further by "being stubborn".
It's good to hear that you were approved for ssdi...I've been trying for 3 years and keep getting denied. I've finally taken my case to a lawyer and am hoping for something. Not that I would probably get that much either, but it's something. Good luck to you and take care of yourself.
Peace & Blessings
Flwrchild