I know a lot of people on here have been concerned about
me getting insurance... it was tough knowing which forum to post this on, but I'm hoping others will see it too...
Wouldn't you know it, I still have not been able to speak with my caseworker at the county assistance office... I went down there today, waited for hours, but I had another caseworker there look me straight in the eyes and tell me that I'm "most likely not going to be eligible for medicaid." She mentioned about
needing life-sustaining medication!!!
They have to send me a form for my doc to fill out with my diagnoses on it (it would probably help though if I KNEW everything that was wrong with me)!!! But even still, she said I may not qualify. Just having Bipolar Disorder alone should allow me some assistance! I can't do anything about
any of it and I spend all of my days because of the chemical imbalances in my head + being FED UP with the chronic pain... I don't even have any quality of life anymore and this state never helps me! I was born and raised here, I'm responsible and they're just going to wait for me to drop dead, I guess.
I've had it with this system. After I spoke to that woman, I went home crying. I've had it. There were so many times I should have been to the hospital- whether it be from severe physical issues or emotional issues- and I didn't! I just simply did not! Because of the money. All my dad ever complains about
is how it costs money and I still have unpaid medical bills. Meanwhile, I'm only getting worse!
But she made copies of all of my documents that they needed... they will give them to my caseworker. I guess it's her say in the end whether i can be eligible or not. I gotta wait for that form for my doctor. Do you think that will help? I don't know what all he has in his charts for me, but he at least has Fibromyalgia, IBS, Bipolar Disorder, along with my history of hospital stays due to mental breakdowns and suicidal behavior.
Those were always my "main" diagnoses. But I have some kidney damage too and severe bowel problems (chronic bleeding for 3 yrs now...). YET to be diagnosed, of course. What do I HAVE to do to get a colonoscopy and stuff without insurance- in the event that I don't get it!? Just go to a clinic or hospital and not pay the bills afterwards? I don't know what to do!
I'm going to post about
that separately on the Ulcerative Colitis forum where I frequent.
Eden
Post Edited By Moderator (Sherrine) : 3/19/2014 7:39:13 PM (GMT-6)