Posted 8/24/2014 5:15 PM (GMT 0)
Hope everyone is felling better today ! Rained all day yesterday & is sunny today..
pushed myself yesterday so I am doing tasks in smaller chunks today!
When I push too hard I have a day like today. ;-(
So after all these years
I recognise a pattern
After overdoing
I have trouble remembering to eat, drink, move around, take deep breathes occasionally.
Everything I do hurts but I know I need to do ALL those things in order to feel better..
If not my health goes downhill - think more rapidly as I get older.
Yes, Been there - done that before but fibro fog often clouds those memories.
THAT is yet another reason that having people around you who support you
They are so important.
Noone cares enough about me to provide that feedback -
(Except for a friend who immediately hears distress in my voice.)
everyone around me is has their own families &, as it should be, that is their highest priority.
But honestly, like many, I often just say, "I'm fine" when asked, even when I am in need.
I am learning that I can ask 'can you bring me something if you get some food?"
But to not expect / depend on anything.
(Thank the Universe for restaurant deliveries when I have $$ !)
Apparently I look SO normal I am not believed when I look family/friends in the eye & say what I need
(Or what I needed to not get so run down again)
Hhmm reading over this makes me remember I need to eat. ;-)