I just really needed to vent, thanks

I really needed to vent right now. I went to a Christmas party with friends. It was cool. And I wasnt nervous about it at all! (thats a BIG success for me!) Anyways, I got hit with a pillow to the head by one friend, but it hurt horribly. My whole right side is just killing me... Well, as I was leaving I was jumping on the trampoline! (I love to do backflips and stuff!) So, I was showing my backflips to my friends...5 seconds later, my legs couldnt take it.... They felt VERY weak like I had completely lost them....When I jumped off I could barely walk.

I cried all the way home because they hurt so bad(similar to an incident last year when I was running around playing basketball) But, I cried because they hurt. Because I am going to the doctor tomorrow...and because I DONT WANT TO GO.

Im SO upset over it...I know Im making such a big deal out of it and it probably wont be that bad...normally I would like to go, since it IS my interest, but after all these years Im so tired of it... I feel like no one believes me. No one knows what I am talking about. My arms and legs feel so heavy. I felt like I couldnt move. Not to mention its like 10 degrees outside. I only did 2 backflips and I couldnt breath. Coming home I seriously felt like I wasnt getting enough air. My chest was hurting. When I cough there is this strange weezing sound. (whenever I am out of breath this happens) And my breathing in is the same way.

So, in summary, good time, pilow to the head, headache, hurting all over, couldnt breath, cried, HURTING SO BAD right now, regretting the decision to jump on the trampoline. And wishing tomorrow was already over with.... I shall go cry myself to sleep now...........

(will update tomorrow after the doc if I feel up to it)

Thanks for allowing me to vent.

I agree with Sue- how can you do that stuff? wow! i spent maybe 20mins raking leaves yesterday and ive spent the day in bed, unable to move cos my muscles are screaming in pain.

i think you should look after yourself a bit better, as in be careful about what physical activity you do, think about the possible repercussions- how is this going to feel when i wake up? etc.

I hope you get some relief and that you dont stress about seeing the doctor- all the best

Maz XX

Christi,

I just saw this post so I am a little late. But I do agree with everybody, you have to take it easy at times, especially with the colder weather. If it was warmer you might not be hurting so bad.

Take care my friend and I hope that you are having a very merry Christmas.

Luv and hugs, Karen

Oh, dont get me wrong. I can only jump up and down maybe twice before my legs feel super weak and wobbly. Thats why I finally gave in and got off. I hate it so, I kept trying to push myself to keep going but it only got worse fast so... Dont get me wrong! I wish I had a trampoline so that I could just bounce up and down, not jump or let my feet come off but just use my leg muscles to move up and down some. That would totally help with strengthening.

I just have a tendency to give it my all, my non-Fibro Christi-ness! lol But, Fibro Christi cant handle it! I have colliding forces within myself! lol =]