I am upset about something said - do I understand it wrong?

Well done everybody. That sure got folks to stand at attention. A bit of Devil's advocate in me. Truthfully, I heard folks were getting good results with Adderall in particular, but wanted to hear from ya'll. Guess it is a new lease on life? Way to go guys.

After seven years of asking, actually more than seven years, I am finally going to get a consult with a Rheumatologist. usually PCP says they cannot do anymore than the PCP can do. I just want to bounce  a couple of things off of her. I am getting tired of the pain. The mild Narcotic I am on, takes the edge off as long as I take it on a schedule. if I decide to skip a dose or am driving and don't want to be impaired, I go without. Now, my son drives me a lot. The whole business is wearing me down. Waking up in the middle of the night, unable to get comfortable ever. Half measures that net me pain. I am just plain old tired of it all. I am uncomfortable 70% of the time. That is not a life.