Worrid about New Rheumy Appt Tomorrow

Hello my fibro family,

I have been seeing my rheumy for about 5 months now who has diagnosed my fibro. He has tried me on a whole lot of meds the only thing is none of them seem to be working and i let him know and he keeps increasing them. I think he is getting frustrated with me because he told me he thinks i should go to get a second opinion because he says i should be feeling better by now with all the meds he has given me. The problem is with the meds i get so many bad side effects and i feel sick all the time. He wants me to go to Philadelphia, Pa to see someone else. Also he has me out of work on temp disability and I asked him would he be willing to fill out paperwork for permanent disability and he said that hes not trying to make me disabled he is trying to make me better and that SS will not approve me for disability for fibro he says they just dont do it. I let him know that i have a lawyer and they told me I can get approved but i need his help and he wont cooperate with me. I am really worried I have an appointment with a new rheumy tomorrow and i am worried that he may not think that i have fibro because i dont have all the tender points right now i guess do to pain meds but i know how i feel i am not sure what to do. Please help

Stacy