Ok so I really knew better buy what the heck it is summer and blazing hot. So I went to the creek for a swim.
Lets start by saying no matter how hot the day is this creek is always cold. Just the rocks and deep shade it runs over, so fool that I am I agreee to go with the rest of the family.
I'll just sit here on the edge in the shade and not go past my hips. Oh no I gave in fool that I am.
I am living on pain pills can hardley breath, I can not lift my right arm at all and I am having cold sweats. Considering how hot it is with the house shut up because of the rain. I hate this.
I gave up trying to lay in bed so I am in my recliner maybe I can get some sleep here later.
None last night but what the heck I can go almost a week without sleep. This is just not a god time to have a new GP who is not really into pain meds and sleeping tablets well he has never missed a nights sleep in his life.
But he has 18 years of files to read so maybe next time he will understand, but if I get too bad my DH will be dragging me in to see him. My DH will not take a pain killer but for me he wants them there in hand fulls if I need them, so does my DD who will give it to a Doc if she thinks I need them. DD turns 20 next month.
I have ranted and raved and feel a little better, having depression does not help.
Kathy [its 90 degrees at 11.30] arn't Aussie summers the best.
Fibro,CFS,IRB,Depression. Not to forget the high blood pressure just to top it all of